Nervous for revision surgery

Sep 04, 2017

So I'm having my revision surgery on September 13th and i have nerves. I'm more nervous now then I was for my initial VSG. I don't know why but imma go see my counselor tomorrow to work through the issue. 

I start my liquid diet on the 6th and right now I'm just self sabotaging. Eating what i shouldn't and eating too often.  Clearly there's an issue i so need help.  I know i can change and do well and succeed. I think I'm just afraid after my first surgery and with RNY so much more can go wrong. I am so afraid of being incompassistated as its a bew school year and my kids need their only parent 

I know i sound pessimistic but i am just being real.  But this afternoon is a new time for me to make better choices and i will. I have to i must this is not a diet its a lifestyle change. Right?!

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