GAHP
Good day
Sep 29, 2016
Woooo! I have the payment concern for the surgery taken care of as well as the support of my father and that of my mother. They both expressed their concern and wish that there was another wya not involving surgery, but they gave me their support. It feels so great. Especially my dad. God, I love that man. He is so amazing..haha I am such a doofus cause all he has to do is say something sweet or nice tome and I will be gushing and melting for days. I don't think fathers TRULY understand how much their words or encouragement, support, or pride mean to their daughters. I am sure it means a lot to their sons too though. I must remember all these feelings for when my children are all grown up. Today was a better day than yesterday emotionally. I was supposed to go get labwork done in the AM while fasting but I slept so horribly last night I just couldn't bear to go do it. Also, we decided to start weaning my son (yes, I still nurse and he is 1.5 years old, deal with it :P) in preparationf or the surgery-and it was a major catastrophe. Not only is he in a serious mommy-attachment phase but he also hates cow's milk (and loves my milk). I don't know what made me decide to start this today. The moment my husband entered the room my son starts bawling cause it wasn't me. lol. It makes me laugh a bit though. I know it is wrong that he has that much of an attachment to his "mami" right now, but I like it too I'll admitt. Hubby put him on the changing table and he just kept pointing at the door and calling out for me as he cried his eyes out. The day didn't get too much better cause he refused to nap all day and was a cranky MESS. He was still super sweet and huggy towards me. But not so much with my husband. Oh well. Even with the nonstop-crazy-baby-running-around day I had it was a nice day, thanks to my family. Gonna try to get the bloodwork done tomorrow and also taking the little man for his first haircut! Maybe.If he sleeps....
