What to do????

Aug 07, 2018

   So I just found out recently that I apparently lost my health insurance. So it sounds like I have to put everything on help for awhile. Im done I give up, just feel like its the end of everything

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STRESSED

Jul 25, 2018

  Its been over 2 months since I last posted anything. Ive been going thru alot of stuff and its really not helping me with my stress eating. Last week, I finally had my endoscopy done. Turns out that it came back positive for an infection in the lining of my stomach,( which i already knew about from before I started my weight loss journey), which also means that I need to start taking some strong antibiotics for 10 days. I havent had any success in the past with the other treatments. On top of all of that, I had a sleep study done and found out that I also have sleep apnea and hey lets add a couple more things. The end of June, I had carpal tunnel surgery and getting ready for the other hand to get done. So needless to say Ive been off of work since the middle of June.

With all of the stress of everything, I told my husband the other day that I just wanna give up on the thought of having my surgery done no matter how far I have come. He told me, ( You have gone this far, there is no reason to stop now!) I could really use some help, someone to talk to and get ideas from.

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Anxiety and Nerves

May 19, 2018

So as the months are counting down and getting closer to being approved for surgery, the more tests I go thru. It just seems like every day I turn around I have a doctors appointment.... My concern is that on the 7th of June I go have my baritric testing done and I already know that my vitamin D levels are low. Low enough that the doctor put me on 50,000 units of Vitamin D.. I just feel like everything is gonna go wrong and stop me from trying to better my health. On top of worrying about that, Im having surgery in July for extremely severe carpel tunnel that I have in my right wrist, then about 4 months after that, they wanna do the surgery on the left one.... It would be great to just have everything done at one time and get it over with..

On the plus side to everything, so far I have lost 10 lbs and Im starting to get more energy.. Maybe soon I will be able to look at myself and start loving me again.....

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