SuperNintendo_Chalmers

13 years later. All pain all the time.

Jan 16, 2018

Not sure where to start.

My name's Mike. I lived/worked in NY circa early 2000s. weighed 450. had hypogonadism. 2004 had gastric bypass. Soon after, became homeless, without doctor/medical help etc. for many years. Weight went down to 265 at its lowest. Curently, 325. Probably more.

Most frustrating and debilitating is constant stomach/body pain. Worse over last 2 years. Doctors won't help. Can't help. I live in Kingston, Ontario. I'm on disability. The constant pain keeps me from even being able to stand up from bed or couch. This is 24/7 for over a decade. I wish I was d3@d at this point just to releive the pain. I'm a good man. All I ever wanted or needed was my health, for my childen, for my family. For their future. 

There's no joy left in my life. I use to be social, fun, nerdy, out-going; no matter what my weight or health was. I loved life. I loved walking my dog or going to the movies or even just the park with the kids. Now, I can barely draw without shaking. I can't even enjoy something simple like a video game or music. The pain encompasses all aspects of my life. I can't work any normal jobs.

Just typing this story causes me so much discomfort I can't concentrate on my point. My teeth are ruined because I've been throwing up for 13 years straight so my mouth and head are also in constant pain.

It may sound like I'm complaining, but I wanted to be direct in hopes someone, somewhere on these boards has a suggestion. Especially if there's any Canadians who have been through the weird health system we have here, and can make any suggestions what I can do. I have no money LoL gawd I use to be useful. I was a graphic designer, illustrator, tattoo artist, writer. I was talented, motivated, funny, well liked. Now, I'm nothing. I doubt I'll be around another 5-6 years if this continues.

This is kind of my last hope. Thank you all for your time.

Mike

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40.8
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RNY
Surgery
05/04/2001
Surgery Date
Dec 10, 2017
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