Hi Pauline, I know how nervous and excited you must be. You are so close to changing your life and I am proud of you. Just take a deep breath, say a prayer, think positive, make peace with your decision and leave it in the hands of God, whatever you conceive "HIM" to be. If you do that, I think a peaceful feeling will take over and that will do you alot of good. I'll say a prayer for you and your surgeon and remember you are not alone. HUGS! Carol Percel