4 months out

Jan 09, 2015

So I am 4 months out still tired all the time but I am happy that I had the surgery. My clothes are getting baggy which I love. Clothes shopping is very odd for me. I still wear my big clothes because I feel safe in them. Crazy I know but being big I felt safe.... no one wanted me, no one could hurt me, now things are changing and it scares me but I am happy I had my surgery.  Food is still odd to me sometimes I want food, sometimes food makes me gag . "Helga" is crazy sometimes but I love her. I am happy either way. I love my sleeve . Having this surgery did save my life. I am moving better, exercising more, I am happy but I still have a self-esteem issue I need to work at but I known it will take sometime and time is what I have now 

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