Alcohol is my enemy

Nov 17, 2016

about 3 years ago, my life was flipped upside down. i was unhappy in my marriage and instead of talking it out with my husband, i ran into the arms of the guy who listened to my problems and i fell in love. not my finest moment and when it seems to good to be true, it always is. he was worse than my husband and just used me and broke my heart. my husband asked to give our marriage another try and i agreed and we've been open and honest with eachother ever since, happy and in love more than ever. however, going through my first heart break since i was a teenager, i started drinking. at first it was a few drinks out with friends one or two nights a week and then it was a few drinks to relax at home after a hard days work and now its every night until i cant remember what i even did or said. in the last 3 years ive gained 55 pounds, im completely unhappy and i know its the alcohol. i try my best to stop, promise myself all day that i wont drink that night but once its time to sit down and watch tv, i just cant help myself. if i make it till after the liquor store is closed then i go to the grocery store to get a 12 pack. if i make it until thats closed then i go to the bar for a 6 pack. its hard being that i work at a bar 2 nights a week and that i live within a 500 foot radius of the liquor store, grocery store and 2 bars.. i am desperate to go back down to 125 lbs. i have a problem and i need help . i need to come back as a regular to obesityhep and i need yall to keep me focused and on my feet

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