Wow, another life enriched!

Jun 02, 2010

I'm sitting here, thinking about what to write...afterall, it has been a long time since I updated here.  Kyle, my son is having his sleeve...as I write this.  Funny...I am soooooo nervous about him having the surgery....Much more so than when I was getting mine.  All the "what ifs" creeping into my mind.  I know his surgeon is a good one...I know he is in good hands, but he is STILL MY BABY...26 years old, but my baby non the less!!!  I am so wishing I would have taken an ativan this morning...but no point in doing that now...I am expecting a phone call at any time to tell me everything is fine, and he made it through without any problems...still...I am waiting.  I never got to kiss him this morning...we walked down to the OR and they took him through the big doors as I spoke with the volunteer...then I started to cry cuz I never got to hug him...I'm a big tit...I know it!!!!  Now the minutes feel like hours as I sit and wait for my phone to ring.  Bill welcomed Kyle to his "new" life this morning...His way of saying take care I guess.  Goodness, I am so antsy....Just got off the phone with Kyle's dad...still no news...It is after noon, so I guess I could have a glass of wine to calm myself, but probably not the best idea as I will be driving back to the hospital...so I will just sit here...a bundle of nerves...Waiting...

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