Ready to give up

Jul 04, 2017

I've been having a rough time.  I still can't eat without pain. I have no energy. I am sitting her at my local hospital thinking i should of taken thw hour driveto where i had surgery. 

My pancreas pain has been constant for last few days.   It all started to get drastically worse when my daughter who has ASD, ADHD and anxiety had a meltdown on july 1st.  She literally tried to beat me during her rage.  

I am not sure if its just stress thats making my pancreas or gerd worse but I'm so over life as it is right now. I am so regretting this surgery right now. Wish i could give up but i can't. 

Whoever reads this i don't need an intervention I'm just venting as I'm so tired of being unwell.

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