11 months post vsg 7 post rny

Apr 04, 2018

I don't know where to start except to say if you've had no complications or minor ones cherish it. Enjoy life!

Life will never be the same for me is my outlook.  The pain i feel constantly is beyond what i can tolerate. Its painful to swallow and digest food. I have ulcers. On a good day i eat max 500 calories a day. I fall up the stairs, dizzy constantly, trip over my own feet and slip off the couch at times. Nurse is recommending a NG or J tube as I'm low on nutrition due to vomiting and diarrhea. 

I've had many low moments but today is the worst. I was sitting in line at costco's gas station.  My stomach started to hurt and the gurgling started i had to come out of the line. I couldn't make it to the washroom i found a hole in a fence that had houses and i dropped my pants and let go the worse yellow diarrhea i have seen in my life. 

Im sad crying scared i don't know how i can keep living like this. No im not suicidal im just not happy. I see my surgeon tomorrow for another egd.

So when you eat and drink enjoy for me....

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