Tomorrow's the day!!!

Jul 04, 2011

Wow, tomorrow's the day!  I am so excited and my nerves are finally calming.

I got emotional today.  Mom and Dad are with me in Austin, but I had to say goodbye to my brother.  I didn't even know it was coming and it hit me like a ton of bricks.  I was hugging him and I cried and cried.  My mom tried to touch me and hug me too but that only made it worse and I screamed at her to stop.  Mean, I know, and I apologized later.  My mom is the BEST mom ever and I never mean to hurt her but her touch makes me cry even more in times that are sad or stressful.  I guess it's a mom thing.  Hugging her makes me sadder and more emotional.  I guess I totally let me guard down with her and I would have been a blubbering idiot.  Let me repeat, I LOVE my mom and I am sad that I did that to her. 

Dinner tonight consisted of tortilla soup broth at Iron Cactus.  The waiter and cook staff were so understanding that I could only have broth that they strained the soup for me and brought me a bowl of the best broth ever!  Kudos to you Iron Cactus! 

We're in a hotel here in Downtown Austin since I have to be at the hospital at 6:00am.  Yikes!  That is early! 

I am excited and my nerves have finally started to calm down.  We shall see how tomorrow goes though.  I am pre-menstrual cycle so my emotions are super high.  Geesh, that's all I need now to add to this event. 

Have a great night and I will blog again when I am lucid and able to!

Catherine

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