Jun 11, 2018
I am now 13 years post op - and life just keeps on happening - you have to know that, especially you who are just beginning your journey. LIFE JUST KEEPS ON HAPPENING - head battles just keep on happening.
In the last 6 years I have:
I always have to take advantage of those moments of clarity where I am in the headspace that got me to have WLS - I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired to coin a 12-step phrase - I'm not really sick - but definitely tired of living in this regain.
13 years ago 'NEVER AGAIN' was my mantra - well, wisely say never say never again because unless you control your headbattles and are EVER VIGILENT, that creeping regain is always banging at the door.
This morning I weighted 180.6. Amazingly 3 pounds down from a week ago on my way to a 5-day conference. Today I am cognitive of what is going in my mouth. Another coined phrase from 12-step (which I am not personally involved in, but have family and friends who are) ....
JUST FOR TODAY. Let's get through today.
Love and light ...