5 years post-op

Apr 03, 2015

I'm still alive, doing pretty great. I lost 139 lbs total (so far) and I'm trying to get my butt in gear to lose the rest of it, but I'm kinda lazy and I like Starbucks a little too much. I know, I know. I'm working on it! I'm thinking about starting The Fit Girl's Guide 28 Day Challenge. Thinking is as far as I've gotten so far. I've kept my weight off through not one, but TWO pregnancies! That's right, after 13 or so years of infertility I now have two kids. Crazy. So, I have the surgery and subsequent weight loss to thank for that. They were tough pregnancies that ended in two preemies with long hospital stays, but I'm happy to say that today my husband and I have a brilliant, healthy and amazing almost-three year old son and an equally awesome 14 month old daughter. I'd kind of come to terms with the fact I wasn't going to have kids then BAM! Two in a row. That's it for me, though. NICU stays suck and I don't trust my body to get it right a third time. Plus I'm old. Anyway, that's where things are now. I'm a stay at home mom/writer and my husband recently got his dream job in the video game industry so we're excited about that. 

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They aren't all happy stories

Aug 07, 2010

I just stumbled across a post by a sixteen year old girl whose mother is in ICU after surgery with Dr. Almanza. I am once again reminded of how very LUCKY I was to have come through surgery with just an infection and not something much worse. Weeks and weeks of packing an infected wound (thank you to my husband for his help with that by the way!) is a small price to pay compared to what this poor girl and her mom are going through.

I am so happy that my surgery is working for me. I believe in the surgery. But... I do not ever want anyone to think that is in any way an endorsement for Dr. Almanza or Betancourt. It isn't. Like I said... I was lucky.

Okay... enough of that.

Nothing really to update. The scale is still creeeeeeeping down. I need to drink more water. Otherwise, things are good!
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222

Jul 29, 2010

That was how much I weighed yesterday. Of course I expect a little fluctuation, but hey... the scale has moved in the last month so that is happy news! I still haven't gotten around to taking new pictures yet. It's on my to-do list!
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One Hundred

Jun 12, 2010

I'm officially minus 100 pounds. FINALLY. A little OVER one hundred, actually. YAY! On the bright side, I can comfortably and consistantly wear 2XL shirts from Old Navy! I was never able to wear anything from there before surgery. My size 24 skinny jeans are perhaps getting a little big on me (or maybe that's wishful thinking). My mom gave me a pair of 18/20 stretchy workout pants and THEY FIT, but they are a little tight. My husband and I went swimming for the first time since surgery a couple nights ago and my bathing suit is too big. It still fits, but it probably wouldn't hurt to start looking for a new one - too bad they are so freaking expensive. I can cross my legs easily now. I can fit into movie theater seats and booths with NO problems. I haven't tried an airplane seat yet but I don't think it would be a problem. I can't wait to fly and NOT have to ask for a seatbelt extender!

Now, on the other hand... It feels like the weight is coming off very slowly now, and that's probably my fault. I've been eating too much stuff that I should probably just avoid. I also have this nasty iced caramel macchiatto addiction. I've convinced myself the protein in it (14 g I think?) is good for me. But if I'm being honest, there are probably way too many calories in it to be worth it (every day). I could even live with the calories if I wasn't also enjoying chocolate and cake too often as well. I'm trying not to be too hard on myself though because 1) the weight is still coming off, 2) I DO NOT want to be on a diet and 3) I'm not completely out of control. I still do protein above all else. I think it is time for a reality check though. I need to start measuring, weighing, accounting for what I am putting in my face. If I want some chocolate I'll have some, I just need to work on making better choices. And drink more water!

In other news... My job has ended for the season and I am once again unemployed. Fun. So I'm busy looking for something until next season starts around January (assuming I get called back). And by busy I mean sleeping 10 hours a day and playing video games all night. I do get a job search in there every once in awhile though! I'm still dealing with the stupid tailbone pain. Since my job ended I couldn't afford to continue seeing the chiropractor, but I don't think it was doing a lot of good anyway. The pain is slightly less than it has been previously so maybe it did a little good, but I don't really know. It could just be because I am sitting on it less now (or was, when I was working).

I went back home and saw lots of aunts and uncles who hadn't seen me since December and they were all blown away by how much I'd lost. So that was nice! I'm hoping to get some new pictures taken in a day or week or so.... soon!
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Move dammit!

Apr 16, 2010

For the past few weeks I've been fluxuating between 250 and 255. I can't seem to get below 250. I think I know why. Once I started my job, they keep feeding me. And I keep feeding myself. I'm bringing too many snacks and I've also somehow convinced myself that a regular 9.5 oz 100 calorie bottle of Starbucks Frappucino is pretty much the same thing as a full-calorie ~20 oz bottle. Go go denial! So I'm instead switching to the lite frappucino from the actual store if I need a coffee fix. It's still not ideal, but it's a little better. I'm also not getting in enough water, though I do love me some Sobe Lifewater (0 calories).

And I'm not exercising enough. I hate to exercise. All I do now is walk to and from my car and around my building at work. It's a BIG building, mind you, but I don't think it's quite the same thing as actually exercising. I'm thinking about joining Curves, but I dunno. My apartment complex unfortunately doesn't have a gym on site, but it does offer a discounted price at a local gym ($15/mo per person). However... there's always a however, isn't there? I looked up the gym online and it got some pretty bad reviews. I'll probably go down and check it out in person though. $15/mo seems like a decent deal. We'll see!
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Oh the drama

Mar 27, 2010

Those crazy Dr. Almanza patients are stirring things up again! ;) Good for them... us... everyone. And, shockingly, it seems like people are starting to take things seriously. Hopefully some official action will be taken to make things safer for everyone wanting surgery at an affordable price.

As for me: The new job is... a job. It goes by pretty fast. The building I work in is HUUUUGE so between the walk from the equally HUUUUGE parking lot down the LONNNG hallways, I'm actually getting some exercise. Nice. I'm kind of half-heartedly looking for a gym but I still suffer from fat shame so like I said, half-hearted effort. I'd like to tighten up some skin though. My arms are already pretty bad already and omg my chin/neck. GOBBLE GOBBLE. That's all I have to say about that.

In other news, I went to the doctor today and he diagnosed me with coccydynia. What's that, you ask? Ass pain. Technically tailbone pain which, in this particular case, is due to causes unknown. All I know is that it mothereffin hurts. And apparently there's not a whole hell of a lot doctors can do about it. Mine suggested acupuncture and St. John's Wort. I haven't decided if I think he's a fruitcake or not. I'm going to try the St. John's Wort... probably the acupuncture too, but I'm not sure about that one. He also said use a special butt pillow (which I already have) and "change the way I sit." Umm, okay. Thanks, doc. At least he didn't tell me to LOSE WEIGHT, though he kind of hinted at it. He said something about people with extra weight... bleh blah something, I don't remember. But I was ready to chime in and say but I LOST 80 lbs after the pain started! But it didn't come to that. He was pretty diplomatic about the subject and didn't say "lose weight now or else!" which is a good thing. He said coccydynia usually fixes itself eventually, even though mine has gone on for almost a year. I HOPE it goes away. I cannot imagine being in this much pain for every day of my life. Srsly. No.
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Quickie Update

Feb 24, 2010

The scale is still moving in the right direction. So yay for that! It would probably move faster if chocolate covered raisins didn't exist. Otherwise, not a lot to update. I start my new job tomorrow evening. People have asked me if I'm nervous or excited or whatever... my answer is: I just hope it doesn't suck.
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Slackitude

Jan 30, 2010

My surgery was a little over 12 weeks ago. I keep intending to do updated photos, but you see, I'm a slacker. Will try to get some done in the next week or so. Probably. Maybe.


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Numbers and such...

Jan 06, 2010

Just for fun I did some measuring this morning. Overall, if I re-measured in the right spots, I have lost 28.75 inches. Not too shabby!

And also... I GOT A JOB. Finally.
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What I was going to say...

Dec 31, 2009

My mom and I were going through some old papers and photos when I came across an envelope that said "Heather - 6th Grade" on it. Inside were my report cards and some forms from my P.E. teacher. I noticed that in sixth grade I was 5'2" and weighed 164 lbs. 164! Pounds! In sixth grade! The average 12-year-old girl is about 92 lbs (I looked it up). That's 70+ extra pounds I was carrying around in sixth grade.

I don't really have a point, other than it was a surprising fact and I wanted to remember it.

ETA: Incision is CLOSED. Finally.

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