still feelin fat
Mar 19, 2011Well it has been six months since my surgery. I now weigh 167 pounds. I am told I look really thin. I have one woman who says I am anerexic (she is a different problem all toghether). Except that when I look at myself, and I mean when I look down to see if my pants are zipped, I see chubbs. But when I catch a look in a mirror I see thin. I know that this is very normal I just wish there was a happy medium. Some days I am happy with my new weight, some days I want to lose more and all this jiggling skin.
And I still am going places and looking to see if I am the heaviest person there. I need to make sure that I am not the fattest. I still feel like I am. So I will ask my family is that person bigger than me? I think I am driving them crazy. I know it's driving me crazy.