Bottom

Jun 11, 2012

Much like an alcoholic, I think I have hit the point where I need to seek help. Rock bottom. I am so disgusted with myself right now. I have regained the losses that I had. Not all but close to it. This pisses me off and makes me very sad at the same time. I know it is food addiction at its worst. 

I need to find an organization like OA but does not have that whole faith based component. I am spiritual but not religious. Don't think my eating is something to pray about or give up to G_d. That is not my way. I need to fix it. No one else can. 

So who has what suggestions for me? Besides a therapist, got one of those. And while good, he has his own weight issues. No, he is not an eating disorder specialist, the ones in my area don't take my insurance. Can't afford gas, so can't afford an eating doc.

They say that recognizing the issue is half the battle. Why does winning it seem like the harder part?  

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