Lost Enthusiasm

Jul 09, 2012

Yesterday I posted about having gotten somewhere in my discovery of why I ended up regaining. Emotional eating at its best and many self destructive behaviors were the root.

In my zeal of this self awareness I joined Weight Watchers for some assistance. Yeah, don't go there, I already know what you want to say. I bought exercise clothes. Cute outfit and it fits. I may wear it. I got new sneakers. Those I just plain needed. I had enthusiasm. For 10 days, I had it. I did everything I was supposed to do.

Then stuff happened. Brought up bad feelings. Therapist friend unavailable. Most of my saner friends unavailable. Summers suck. People go away. The problemed friends stay home and suffer. I did what I do best. I grazed. For 10 days. It shows.

I now need to undo the regain of the reloss of the regain of the reloss, so forth and so on. I need to find my enthusiasm. Do YOU have some you can share. Maybe you can help me find mine?

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