BEING MYSELF

Apr 29, 2018

I'M FINDING THAT THE DEVIL LIKES COMPANY AND HE IS ALWAYS AT MY DOOR TO COME IN...I HAVE CHEATED WITH HIM I THOUGHT I COULD HANDLE GRAHM CRACKERS IT HAS A SMALL CALORIE COUNT BUT I FOUND MYSELF EATING THEM AND ALMOST ATE THE WHOLE BOX..I'M TRULLY NOT READY TOO SAY NO ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS AT MY FRONT DOOR.

I GAINED 3 LBS BUT I'M BACK TO BASIC AGAIN EVEN WANTING TO TRY AND FIND A DOCTOR WHO WOULD TAKE MY CASE FOR WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY..A PERSON WHO HAS SCAR TISSUE.....BUT I KNOW THAT KAISER WOULD COST ME A LOT OF MONEY..I'M GOING TO CHANGE INSURANCE IN NOVEMBER JUST TO HAVE MY SURGERY.IF I CAN FIND THE RIGHT DOCTOR. BUT I'M STILL DOING MY DIET I'M DOWN TO 269 LBS I WAS 268 BUT WITH THOSE CRACKERS I WENT UP TO 271. ANOTHER WEEK I WILL NOT OPEN THAT DOOR AGAIN.

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