week 11...and 1 stupid pound!!

Jun 23, 2009

I'm so fricken frustrated!!! I had a fill two weeks ago and so far I lost one whole pound!! WTH...UGH I'm so annoyed! I feel like I am doing something wrong, even though I have not changed anything. I'm even questioning what I have been doing for 11 weeks now....I feel like crying . I was stuck and then started eating a little more and then the scale moved down...isn't that ironic?? I feel like I have been losing the same 2 pounds for a month. I know that my body has done a lot these past few months and I keep telling myself to let my body rest and not to have any expectations right now...but its still frustrating.

On another hand I am having a kick ass summer!! I have had my dad and my cuz visit from AZ...and we have been out in the mountains fishing..which I would not have done before because I would of been hurting...I love it, love it, love it!!!!! Life seems to be full now...and I START SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPIE...yes losing weight has an effect on my ability to WANT to do something I have put off for a long time. Have my AAS in Criminology and here I come BAS!!!

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