horrible_monster wrote on Evelyn M.'s support wall 1 week, 1 day ago
You are a good person and worthy of kind words and encouragement. <3, an internet stranger who's rooting for you.

horrible_monster wrote Going to the doctor, reading blogs, usual stuff 1 week, 2 days ago

So I finally had my doctor's appointment on Thursday, and it's such a relief to be reestablished with a primary care doc. I like Dr. P a lot. And we went over the results of my bloodwork, which was...

horrible_monster wrote Before and After (whooo, this got long, sorry) 1 week, 5 days ago

Saw this on Twitter today. It's a piece on Medium by one of my new

horrible_monster wrote Blah blah 2 weeks ago

Medium-stressful day at work, with sensations of incompetence and fatuity balanced by flashes of feeling kind-of okayish. So I'll call that a win, especially since it's the Monday after DST and to ...

horrible_monster wrote Complicated Feelings 2 weeks, 1 day ago

OK, I'm finally starting to see some talk on Tumblr about Gabourey Sidibe's wls. I'm sort of surprised it took this long, or at least this long to start bubbling up in the blogs I read. 


horrible_monster wrote Just a Saturday update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

Yesterday was pretty good! I finally got back on ye olde treadmill and while I didn't break any land speed records it felt like a nice, solid workout: neither easy nor annihilating. 

Today I...

horrible_monster wrote Cracked listicle! 2 weeks, 4 days ago

Number Six is simultaneously "weirdly comforting" and "infuriating."...

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horrible_monster posted a comment 2 weeks, 4 days ago
Hi Kathy! Thank you for the kind words. I do have a support group I...

horrible_monster wrote More technical frustrations 2 weeks, 5 days ago

Argh. I uploaded several photos, and I swear to god I created new albums to put them in, but they're all just "Uncategorized" now and I can't seem to move them or create a new album or anything?? W...

horrible_monster wrote Grumpy, weird, et cetera 2 weeks, 5 days ago

I'm still ridiculously irritated that OH ate one of my blog entries from a couple weeks ago, and that's part of why I haven't come back to update in a little bit. Ugh. Give me back my slightly thou...

horrible_monster wrote OK, this is weird... 1 month ago

My 23-Feb entry disappeared, and then the one I just posted is showing up as 23-Feb instead of 24-Feb. Halp??

horrible_monster wrote Just Another Day 1 month ago

Today went pretty well, I think. My boss graciously invited me on a short walk to a coffee shop, where I resisted the urge to acquire a big, fat, fancy coffee drink and contented myself with a mug ...

horrible_monster wrote Day Two of Doing Better 1 month ago

(I don't anticipate updating daily, but I am trying to build some momentum and accountability, so it feels like the right thing for now.)

Major disappointment today: literally no time to exe...

horrible_monster wrote Gotta (re)Start Somewhere 1 month ago

So today was my first day really holding myself to the higher standard I hope will get me back down to 170 and then (fingers crossed) to 160. It was kind of arduous but also not; the only really ha...

horrible_monster posted a comment 1 month ago
Thanks for the tips!

horrible_monster has a new goal: my goal is to weigh 170 pounds. 1 month ago
Track my food, water, and exercise via MyFitnessPal. Look for opportunities to fit dedicated exercise time into my day at least two or three times a week.

horrible_monster has achieved her goal: Get a job doing something I enjoy 1 month ago
I DID get a job doings something I enjoyed in July of 2013. Then I was laid off in 2015. So...this goal is current again, I guess. Gotta earn money to put gas in the Jeep to go to support group, right?

horrible_monster wrote Not Perfect, But Not Bad 1 month ago

Hey! What's up, long-neglected OH blog? Since I'm coming up on my fourth surgiversary in a week or so, I thought it would be a good time for an update. 

I feel like I say this every time I p...

horrible_monster has a new goal: Get a job doing something I enjoy 1 year ago
I DID get a job doings something I enjoyed in July of 2013. Then I was laid off in 2015. So...this goal is current again, I guess. Gotta earn money to put gas in the Jeep to go to support group, right?
About Me
Surgery Date
Sep 30, 2012
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Before & After
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2009, at a friend's wedding. Probably weighed ~250 at this point. (I miss that dress.)
Very awkward selfie! I should probably ask for assistance next time, but I'm impatient.

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