Renee,
I pray that your new surgeon will be able to fix your bypass tomorrow. We had surgery the same day last year and I have followed your story so closely. I can't imagine everything you have gone through, you are a very strong and brave woman. I will also be keeping you and your family in my prayers, I know how difficult it is to lose a parent as I have lost both of mine. I was a daddys girl too, I know he would want you to focus on getting well. It will be a long hard struggle to grieve and recover at the same time, just take it one day at a time. Know that you have people out here that care about you, even though I don't know you personally, I have been very touched about your story. God Bless you and I pray for quick recovery for you.