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I SEEN A FRIEND YESTERDAY THAT I HAVE NOT SEEN IN ABOUT 8 MO. HE SAID YOU ARE DISAPPEARING ON ME NEXT TIME I SEE YOU I WILL HAVE TO ACTUALLY LOOK FOR YOU. :)

1 yr ago yestersay (8/24) i started my pre op diet. hard to believe that in 1 yr i have lost 122 pounds. crazyness! i still have a lot to lose but im trucking away at it!

YET EXCITED! TODAY IS STEP ONE OF A NEW CAREER. PHONE INTERVIEW AT 3PM CST ( SO 45 MIN AWAY). I WANT THIS JOB SOO BAD. ITS SOMETHIGN IVE WANTED FOR SOOOOO LONG! LORD, I WANT/NEED THIS JOB!!! 

BF BOUGHT ME JEWELRY FOR CHRISTMAS... I GOT A SNEAK PREVIEW... AND THE RING HE DIDNT HAVE SIZED... AND IT FIT. A SIZE 7 RING FIT ME... I USED TO WEAR A 9 ... HOLY CRAP!!! AND IM ONLY 2 MONTHS INTO THIS JOURNEY!

Stepped on the scale this morning to see if i had finally hit my 1st goal... well, unfortunately, I havent, YET!!!. I am however, only 2.4 pounds away from my 1st goal of 350 pounds. I have officially lost 70 pounds since august 24th when i started my pre-op. 35 pounds since surgery on 10/15/15. Im extatic! I've never lost that much weight that quickly!!!

ii had never had a major surgery before until i have vsg on 10/15/15. and this week has been horrible. all i do is cry, and get irritable , curse and holler at my loved ones. i feel completely out of control. i did not do research about this happenign after surgery b/c well, i didnt know it existed. i also recently just got an iud. so im not sure at this point if its that starting to work or if its the sugery. my grandma says its from surgery she remembers it happenign when she had her knee replacement done. it just stinks that i didnt know it could happen or would happen. adn why didnt my dr. warn me of this ? i jut feel out of control and i dont like that feeling !!!

7 weeks post op. was advised to stay on omeprazole 12 weeks after surgery. but i forgot to take it this morning and my stomache isnt making as much noise and im not "hungry". i feel like there is less acid in my stomache today than there is normally. has this happened to any of you? whats the normal time to be on the ppi?

is very hard to do. had 4 oz yogurt about 2 hrs ago and it hurts to drink. my new tummy is too full. this stinks! i see why its so hard to get in the liquids

AND DOWN 11.9 POUNDS

so far i have been on my pre op diet since monday 8/24/2015. as of friday 8/28/2015 i have already lost 8 pounds. and fortunately fit in the dress for my brothers wedding... however its already been a long long broing process. i still have 7 weeks of this. i over the weekend had a spell where i was extremely tired, weak, and just exhausted. i didnt do anything but go to the cemetary in kansas city to visit my grandmother. and then on sunday my dad had the family over for dinner and i couldnt eat! i was pissed off to no end! i wanted some dang mashed potatoes. i settled for peas and went to another room. then i think my bf doesnt support me as much as he says he does, i tried to move away and hide from the food and he threw a fit bc i would help put the food away and do the dishes... seriously? i just told you im not strong enough to be out there right now! but you throw a dang hissy fit!!! i think he does it on purpose. he doesnt want me to have the surgery bc he likes me big but he wants to have children adn i can not do so at this weight. and our sex life has been non existant for like 2 months and we've only been together 6 almost 7. its sad. but this is my main focus right now. not him ! i know bad to say but i have to make myself healthy and happy. i need to do for me for once and not every one else... call me selfish if you want i really dont care!  #sofreakingfrustrated!!!