the worst pain

Feb 20, 2016

Today was a very rough day. I wanted a doughnut, some ice cream, chips, just anything to take the pain away. Instead, I got in my car, had a good cry, and decided to drive. Yes, drive. Aimlessly. Thoughtlessly. Somehow I ended up at a dead end road with a trail which led to a steep hill. Some folks were walking their dogs. Before I had a chance to come up with excuses, I parked the car, got out, and proceeded to put one front in front of the other and walk that trail right up to that steep hill. I sweated. I huffed and puffed. I hurt. A lot. But that pain was nothing compared to the emotional turmoil I was experinecing. Darkness fell, and I hated it, because that meant it was time to stop. I'm home now. Still hurting, but hoping to wake up tomorrow feeling better. Of course, my body will be sore as hell. Grateful to have a place to get this all out. #FamilyDrama

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