lindsayslosing
Hmmm..
Oct 18, 2011
I didn't realize there was a blog on here! I guess I will have to start coming prepared to talk and fill in on my journey. At this point, I am almost finished with my first month of the program, have five more months to go. I am getting so excited about my journey. I can't wait for the day that I get my surgery date.On another note, I am having such a hard time following my diet. I was doing well before I even started going to the surgeon, and not I have been really busy and traveling a lot of weekends, and it's like I have Last Supper Syndrome. I don't over-eat when I eat things I am not supposed to, but I am eating it even though I know I sholdn't. I feel like I part of me knows it's wrong while I am doing it, but the other part says that I won't be able to eat it, so I should get it out of my system. Ughhh. I need to get myself together, which means that I should probably go on a super strict diet for a week, and then ease my way back to the low carb. I can do this!
--I wanna know what it'd be like to find perfection in my pride, to see nothing in the light, or turn it off in all my spite.
