Lucky2talk2
WHoo Hoo!! Got a keyboard for my IPAD!
Sep 20, 2013
Well I am hoping to not have the same issues as I have the last several times I have tried to update my blog. I would type the whole thing and then something that I would touch on the screen keyboard would cause me to lose all the text that I just spent an hour typing! Ug, so then I would give up and just close the IPAD! It has been easier to just lurk and not worry about the typing.
So for me right now, I have been dealing with some healing issues from my bilateral thigh lift I had on 08-16-13. I went home and then ended up back in the hospital for 10 days when they finally took me back to the Operating Room. Since that time, it starts to look good and then another area has issues. still on antibiotics. i will be glad to have them end as the diarrhea is terrible. I at least know that I do not have c diff!! The pain in my left leg is horrible today and has been for the last few days. My right has been the worst but it seems to now becoming issues in the left more now. I have had to have drainage tubing in my right leg and now have to pack areas of the left. I have seen my doctors every day to every other day. Although now hoping to make it to Tuesday before having to go back to the doctor.
Patience... and thanking God for my husband and his help! Sometimes it is so hard to feel the pain and seeing the gross wounds and he has been so helpful and strong! I call him my Superman!!
My goal is still to see ONEDERLAND!! I will not lose on this goal! I also want to horse back ride! I got to do the indoor IFLY and that was so much fun!!
The story behind horse back riding! I have never done it and I SO WANT TO! My brothers have rode horses and done so many things that I have not ever been able to do because of my size. As a very young grade schooler I was told that I would break the back of the horses and that I would not ever be able to ride a horse do to this reason! I believed that for most of my life until now! I know that I will not break its back and I will ride a horse! SO this is my goal and what I plan to do for myself when I get to 199 lbs!!
It is really to bad that for so many years the cruel things that people did and said affected my life in the ways that it did! I can and have risen above so much of that in the last 3 years! I refuse to let that happen to me any longer!
Hugs to you all and may you enjoy each moment in your life, let know one have their grips on who you are or what you want in life! Know that you are worthy and able to do what you want to do... work for it and it will happen!
