Being an Organ donor awaiting VSG

Nov 15, 2017

So this is something that my husband got me thinking a lot. Yesterday when I went to Pre-admission the nurse asked if I was an Organ Donor and I responded yes but no but yes. I didn't know why I hesitated to say this. But then I was asked other question and I forgot about it. I went home and was having a conversation with my husband and I brought it up and he started say why did I say that, why did I do that. Don't you see the news, take that out as soon as possible and was making me nervous. I don't know why but he made me think like what if I die and what if they purposely let me die on the table something that I am not fearful on a regular. I have been fine with surgery not scared at all just wanting the day to come by fast so I can get it done and start this whole new journey in my life with my 3 beautiful daughters but honestly can't stop thinking about it. Anyways I'll get over it I hope... I have had 5 surgeries in total so God willing I will be fine and ready to blog my journey. What do you guys think? 

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