Anxiety and Nerves

May 19, 2018

So as the months are counting down and getting closer to being approved for surgery, the more tests I go thru. It just seems like every day I turn around I have a doctors appointment.... My concern is that on the 7th of June I go have my baritric testing done and I already know that my vitamin D levels are low. Low enough that the doctor put me on 50,000 units of Vitamin D.. I just feel like everything is gonna go wrong and stop me from trying to better my health. On top of worrying about that, Im having surgery in July for extremely severe carpel tunnel that I have in my right wrist, then about 4 months after that, they wanna do the surgery on the left one.... It would be great to just have everything done at one time and get it over with..

On the plus side to everything, so far I have lost 10 lbs and Im starting to get more energy.. Maybe soon I will be able to look at myself and start loving me again.....

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