NessaNicole845
Fallen
Jun 16, 2011
Though I have lost 20lbs so far, I am so disappointed in myself right now! The past week or so I have fallen off the horse! I am not blaming anyone but me!!! Its hard getting back on but I am trying my hardest. I missed my weigh in last week but this week I am going to do my thing though I am pretty sure I have gained the weight back... I need to prove to myself and everyone else that I am worthy of this surgery, and I am worthy to have these changes.I watch all these youtube videos and read blogs and wonder why is it that they can stay focused but I can't at all? why is it so hard for me to push away temptation knowing how bad that I want this?? Does this mean I'm a failure before I even truly get started?
Lord I don't want to be a failure!
Not sure if I lost anything or gained yet because I did not get weighed this month but the next few months and this week is time for me to get serious I only have three more months left of supervised dieting and I need to pull it together so I can have this surgery and move on to a new and healthier life.
WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE!
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About Me
Middletown, NY
Location
75.9
BMI
Surgery
01/17/2012
Surgery Date
Sep 27, 2010
Member Since
