NOT surgey, related, just upset... need to vent.

Mar 03, 2011

Well.. here is an example of the things you can do 7 days after you have surgery. Whether you should actually do them or not, is another story. I live in Central Florida, we got hit with the "Iron Horse Fire" right now it is burning up 16, 000 acres around my house and my moms. I have five horses, three dogs and a cat. When the smoke got so bad that I was in fear for my horses being able to breathe, we had to evacuate. They had not actually ordered us out of our homes yet, but it was too much to breathe. So, I loaded up three of my horses which are at my moms and proceeded to take them to my house with is four or so miles from my mom. I thought that was far enough. When we got there, they were actually evacuating my neighborhood. So we had to turn around, and then the road was blocked and they told me I could not go back to get my other two horses, that I could not fit in the horse trailer the first trip out. So I called my friend, took the three horses to her house and then had to threaten to run over people if they did not let me back in to get my other horses. They finally let us through, I was able to load the others in the heavy smoke and get them to safety. I dont think that while I was doing all this, I ever stopped to think I just had surgery, I shouldnt be loading up horses, and dogs, and cats, and hooking up horse trailers, and climbing in and out of my truck. But, you have to do... what you have to do. My animals made it to safety. That is all that matters. Yesterday we brought them home, and the smoke has let up, and the fire is 25% contained at the moment. So, today is day 9.... they took my staples out, which didnt bother me at all, it was completely painless, and actually felt good, cuz the darn things itched the mess out of me. THEN... on my home, my lovely fiance calls me. He is ranting on about something stupid about his ex wife, and his daughter, and that whole mess. I get home, we have a huge fight, which turned into finding out that he was talking to someone while we were first together. This upset me greatly. I returned his ring. It's over. I dunno whats going on. I have told him our engagement is over, but he is still here and begging to make it work. I dunno, if I should just shut up and deal with it or what. To me, he broke a bond that we had, and now that he has, I cant ever forget it. It doesnt matter that they didnt actually have sex. It means that the time when we first met, wasnt real. It was just a game to him.

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