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OK SO I HAVENT WRITTEN IN A WHILE AND I JUST WANTED TO DAY HAPPY NEW YEARS TO MY OH FRIENDS!!! WELL IM VERY EXCITED TO SEE WHAT 2010 HAS IN STORE FOR ME AND I KNOW IM GOING TO SEE BIG CHANGES AS FAR AS MY WEIGHT LOSE GOES. I HAVE BEEN STUCK AT 185 FOR A MONTH NOW AFTER DROPPING -81 LBS NOW. I NEED TO RESHOCK MY BODY TO GET ME LOOSING WEIGHT AGAIN. SO I HAVE BEEN RESEARCHING ONLINE AND IM GOING TO TRY THIS 5DAY POUCH TEST. IM GOING TO START IT NEXT WEEK HOPEFULLY AND ILL LET YOU KNOW HOW THAT GOES AND IF IT WORKS.  HOPEFULLY IT DOES. I NEED TO LOOK GOOD FOR MY MAY TRIP TO MEXICO OR PUERTO RICO. HAVENT DECIDED YET WHERE TO GO BUT IT IS A FOR SURE THING TO GO TO ONE OF THOSE PLACES. I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!

WELL I JUST PRAY THAT THIS YEAR WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ME AND TO EVERYONE ELSE AS WELL. SO FAR SO GOOD........CAN'T COMPLAIN YET......

OKAY SO YESTERDAY WAS MY SIX MONTH ANNIVERSARY AND SO FAR IVE LOST -81LBS.
IT FEELS GREAT LET ME TELL YOU. I STILL CAN'T SEE ALL THE WEIGHT IVE LOST YET BECUASE I STILL CONSIDER MYSELF A BIG PERSON BUT IM JUST AMAZED AT THE NUMBERS. IM GLAD THAT THINGS ARE GOING GREAT AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO MY GOAL WIEGHT. IM HOPING THAT WILL BE BEFORE MY 1 YR ANNIVERSARY.
IM SO EXCITED AND WANT TO THAT MY OH FAMILY WHOSE GIVEN ME SUPPORT AND CONFIDENCE. THATS ALL FOR NOW... GOD IS GOOD

SO YESTERDAY WAS MY SIX MONTHS FOLLOW UP WITH MY SURGEON, AND EVERYTHING WENT GREAT!!! HE WAS VERY PLEASED TO KNOW THAT I LOST 81 LBS SO FAR AND IT'S ONLY BEEN SIX MONTHS!!!!!!

I WENT TO THE LAB YESTERDAY AND HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING WILL COME BACK GOOD. I DON'T SEE UNTIL JUNE WHICH IS MY ONE YEAR MARK. SO EXCITED AND CAN'T WAIT. I PRAY THAT I'M DOWN TO MY GOAL BEFORE JUNE. I KNOW ILL GET THERE. SO EXCITED!!!! HOPEFULLY 2010 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ME!!!

HELLO OH FAMILY, I HAVE NOT WRITTEN IN A LONG TIME AND TIME SURE DOES FLIES. WE ARE IN DECEMBER AND I THOUGHT I WOULD UPDATE MY PROGRESS. I AM DOWN 185 AND SO FAR I'VE LOST 81LBS. I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW FAST THE WEIGHT HAS DROPPED. IM HAPPY WITH WHAT I LOOK LIKE BUT I CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO MY GOAL WEIGHT. I STILL HAVE LIKE 30 SOMETHING MORE TO GO.

HOPEFULLY EVERYONE HAD A GREAT THANKSGIVING AND HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS!!!

HELLO OH FAMILY.. WELL I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN AWHILE AND I GOT TO TELL YOU THINGS ARE GOING NOT SO GREAT. RIGHT NOW IM SICK. I HAVE AN EAR INFECTION AND A BAD ASS COUGH THAT I CAN'T RID OF. LUCKILY I DON'T HAVE A STUFFY NOSE ANYMORE BUT I JUST HATE BEING SICK. IT'S THE WORST. I WISH I WAS AT HOME SLEEPING BUT I HAVE TO WORK. I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS. WELL ALSO I THINK I GOT SICK WAS BECUASE OF ALL THAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. IM GETTING SEPERATED FROM MY HUSBAND, MOVING CLOSER TO MY FAMILY ON SATURDAY, TRYING TO GET BETTER, TAKING THE KIDS TO SCHOOL/SITTER, AND WORKING. I GOT A LOT RIGHT NOW ON MY PLATE AND HOPEFULLY THINGS WILL SLOW DOWN SOON. I JUST WANT TO FEEL BETTER. WELL I LOST 5 MORE LBS BECUASE I'M HARDLY EATING. I GUESS THERE IS AN UPSIDE TO BEING SICK. LOL NOT GOOD THOUGH. WELL HOPE EVERYONE TAKES CARE OF THEMSELVES AND TRY NOT TO BE SICK.

SO I HAD BEEN STUCK 198 FOR ABOUT ALMOST 3 WEEKS NOW!!!! FINALLY TODAY I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND I SEEMED A LITTLE BIT SMALLER. SO I THOUGH WELL IF I AM LOSING INCHES OR THE WEIGHT WHY DON'T I SEE IT ON THE SCALE. SO I DECIDED WHAT THE HELL I HAVEN'T WEIGHED MY SELF FOR A WEEK JUST SEE WHAT IT READS. I GOT ON THE SCALE AND IT READ 195!!! WOO HOOO!! FINALLY I LOST 3 LBS. THATS BETTER THAN NOTHING DAMMIT. LOL. WELL I WAS EXCITED THIS MORNING TO SEE THAT.  MY THEORY ON THE STALL WAS THAT IVE BEEN FORGETTING TO TAKE MY VITAMINS REGULARY. THERE WERE DAYS I SKIP 2 TO 3 DAYS AND THEN TAKE THEM AND FORGET AGAIN. SO THIS WEEK I HAVE BEEN TAKING THEM EVERYDAY AND THATS WHEN I NOTICED THE DIFFERENCE. ALSO SINCE LIFE HAS BEEN HECTIC AT HOME, I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME TO GO THE GYM. SO AT WORK I BOYCOTTED THE EVEVATORS. I WORK ON THE 4TH FLOOR OF THE HOSPITAL AND NOW I RUN UP 4 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS EVERYTIME I GO DOWNSTAIRS TO FIRST FLOOR. IM TIRED BUT IT FEELS GOOD THOUGH. I'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR ABOUT TWO WEEKS NOW AND IM ACTUALLY PROUD OF MYSELF.

IM HOPING TO LOSE 10 MORE LBS BY THE TIME MY BIRTHDAY COMES AROUND. IF ANYONE HAS A BUSY SCHEDULE LIKE I DO RIGHT NOW PLEASE LET ME KNOW SOME EXERCISE TIPS THAT I CAN DO. THANKS OH FAMILY.

OKAY SO LATELY MY LIFE HAS BEEN QUITE COMPLICATED AND HAVE BEEN STRESSING OUT VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW AND I'VE NOTICED THAT IM LOSING MY HAIR!!!!!!!  MY HAIR TO ME IS LIKE.. OH MY GOSH... I LOVE MY HAIR... BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT'S HAPPENING AND THAT THIS WHOLE TIME I'VE BEEN DOING FINE UNTIL NOW. I KNOW I'VE READ THAT THIS MIGHT HAPPEN AFTER SURGERY AND IT DOESN'T HELP THAT I HAVE SO MUCH STRESS RIGHT NOW EITHER. I WASN'T SURE WHY I WASN'T WORRIED ABOUT MY HAIR FALLING OUT BEFORE, I MEAN I CRY WHEN THEY CUT MY HAIR, OR I HAVE ANXIETY. I GUESS THAT WAS FAR FROM MY MIND. HOW? NOT SURE... BUT HELP!!!!! LOL I CAN'T BELIEVE THE AMOUNT OF HAIR THAT IS COMING OUT AND IM STARTING TO REALLY NOTICE IT. OMG!!! IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY RIGHT NOW WHILE IM TYPING BECAUSE IT'S JUST SAD. DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IS A GOOD BRAND OR ANYTHING THEY WOULD RECOMMEND. ILL TRY RESEARCHING MYSELF BUT PLEASE OH FAMILY HELP. THANK YOU......

SO YESTERDAY WAS MY THREE MONTHS FOLLOW UP AND EVERYTHING WENT GREAT. SO FAR IVE LOST -63 LBS AND IT FEELS GREAT!!!! I SAW DR. BARRY SANCHEZ AND HE HAD ASKED ME IF EVERYTHING WAS GOOD, HOW WAS I FEELING AND THINGS LIKE THAT. I TOLD HIM I FEEL GREAT AND NO PAIN, NOTHING FOR ME TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT. HE THOUGHT THAT WAS GREAT!!!! I AM SO PLEASED AND SO HAPPY THAT I WENT THROUGH WITH THE SURGERY. IM GETTING COMPLIMENTS LEFT AND RIGHT AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT IM BARELY NOTICING THE DIFFERENCE. YEAH I DID SEE THE DIFFERENCE IN MY CLOTHES BUT IN MY MIND I STILL WASN'T SEEING THE GIRL LOSING WEIGHT. MY CONFIDENT LEVEL HAS DEFINATELY CHANGED AND IM SO HAPPY SEEING THE NEW ME!!!!

TOMORROW MARKS MY 3 MONTHS POST OP AND SO I HAVEN'T POSTED ANYTHING FOR AWHILE NOW AND I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF THIS WEEKEND AND IT SAYS IM 206 WITH CLOTHES ON. YEAH!!!! THAT MADE ME FEEL REAL GOOD. WEIGHING YOURSELF WITH CLOTHES OR NO CLOTHES DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE. I TRY NOT TO BE TOO OBSESSED WITH WEIGHING MYSELF BUT I GOT CURIOUS WHEN I WAS TRYING ON SOME CLOTHES AT THE STORE AND REALIZED SOME THINGS  FITTED EITHER TWO SIZE SMALLER OR  ONE SIZE SMALLER. I GUESS THE PLACE THAT I USUALLY SHOP AT ALWAYS MAKE THE CLOTHES SMALLER THAN THE SIZE. BUT OH WELL IT WAS NICE NOT HAVING TO BUY 3X ANYMORE.

SOOOO ANYHOOO BACK TO MY 3 MONTHS POST OP, IN TOTAL I LOST 60LBS AND STILL TRYING TO MAKE IT TO MY FIRST GOAL WEIGHT OF 150LBS. NEED TO KEEP GOING TO THE GYM, SO I CAN LOOK GOOD FOR MY BDAY IN NOVEMBER. TRYING TO LOSE 40 MORE LBS BY THEN.

TODAY WAS MY APPT WITH DR. SANCHEZ AND I WAS SCARED TO SEE THE SCALE. LOL  NOT SURE WHY? BUT MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS BEATING MYSELF UP FOR NOT GOING TO THE GYM AGAIN!!!!! NOW IM GETTING VERY UPSET WITH MYSELF.   ITS BEEN TWO WEEKS AND I NEED TO GO. THE OTHER DAY I TOOK THE STAIRS UP TO MY JOB BUT IT WASNT AS BAD THOUGH NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT. THEN LAST NIGHT I DID SOME SIT UPS BUT NOT ENOUGH TO BREAK A SWEAT. OKAY OKAY LET ME GET BACK ON TRACK WITH MY WHOLE REASON FOR MY BLOG. OKAY SO I GET ON THE SCALE AND IT READS 225.5

I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES, IM MORE NOW DOWN INTO THE 20'S AND IT FEELS SO GREAT. TOTAL LOST SINCE 6/15/09 HAS BEEN 41LBS.

NOW ANYONE CAN FEEL FREE TO COMMENT BUT THE DR TOLD ME NOW IM DONE WITH STAGE 3/4 AND I CAN NOW START REGULAR FOODS. WHICH KINDA SCARES ME BECUASE I DONT WANT TO GET SICK. I KNOW I DO ON SOME OCCASIONS BUT I KNOW WHAT MY BODY CANT HANDLE. DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY ADVICE???
THANKS SO MUCH AND I BETTER GET BACK TO WORK... TTYL