Cheat day

Aug 31, 2016

grrr. 

i wrote a long post but it got eaten by the internet. stupid me. 

For the record lunch (a salad and an apple) took 15 and a half minutes to eat today. better even than yesterday and there was more food yesterday. 

anyway to the point of this blog post. 

today i got paid paid my bills and now have a little pocket money. so its PIZZA DAY. i know this is bad, but bear with me while i explain. 

on my payday i order pizza (vegitarian, i am not but its better for you than the meaty varity, whole wheat thin crust less cheese) and chicken bites (better for you than chicken wings but still good no sauce ) and a salad that i make myself eat first with light dressing. i only do this on payday so twice a month. i know pizza is bad but i am weaning myself off of the stuff. like this month i am only doing it once. and the chewing still applies. as well as the slow eating. i will admit to having a soda but only when i eat out witch is as i said only twice a month. but this is one of the last pizza treats i am going to have. one the beginning of october and then that is it. no more pizza. i am sad but resolute. i know it is bad. but there is something so decadent about having someone bring you a steaming hot pile of food that takes three days to eat and no cooking. it is so i dont know. but i will miss it. i know there are healtyier alternatives to pizza. i have some cauliflour pizzas on my pinterest. but for now this is tonight. i am not going to go cold turkey off everyting i love i started now so i could wean myself away from these things i had my last ever fish and chips last friday. it was good. but i am good with it gone. i dont have to have fish and chips, (or pizza ) as long as i can be healthy. 

it is worth it. 

thanks for reading, if you want please friend me i can use all the support i can get. 

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