I hope all goes well for you on your journey. Read the Q&A daily for new ideas and issues everyone like us have. I am 4 mos out and was feeling alot of the same things you will be going thru. THis is a wonderful support system on here. Everyone that I have come into contact with on OH have been wonderful!! to say the least! If you have any questions, post them! We will be glad to give support and help! Take care!! Its a wonderful journey! One step at a time! One day at a time! We can do this!!!