Final Countdown

Dec 03, 2016

The dreaded liquid phase has begun for me. I have found that it is freaking me out. The permanency of it is tripping some anxiety for me. When you go on a diet, join a gym, or do whatever it is "this time" to lose weight, you always have that out of simply stopping. With this surgery there is no going back, you have to commit because this is your new reality. Which is exactly part of the reason I decided to go with weight loss surgery because the 1,000 other things I have tried have not worked, so it is pretty ironic that it is exactly the part that is freaking me out the most right now. It helps to know that 100% of the people I have talked to that have had weight loss surgery unanimously say "best thing I ever did". I know I will be there as well and me and my anxiety are old friends and will just have to let it play with my mind over the next 11 days. On a side note, I despise milk and always have, so the protein shakes really suck for me!!

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