Where has the time gone?
Feb 10, 2010
I can't believe it has been so long since I have been on here. So much has happened in the last 5 months. My mother went in for a pacemaker and it went down hill from there. I lost my mom at the end of January, and it still doesn't seem real yet. I am working, and trying to clean out her house, keep up with family and all of her friends that just can't believe that she is gone. I am trying to be everything to everyone, and I think I can handle it for a little while longer. I know when her birthday hits I will fall apart, but I will make sure to be there for my boys.
Losing mom has made me kick it into gear with losing the last few pounds I need to make goal. I would like to be at goal weight by the end of Feb. I know I can do it and more. I want to be healthy and be able to do things with my husband and my boys. I need to do this for me! I am worth it and I deserve to be happy.
I am making better choices even with this. I am not bringing sweets into the house and have had very little to do with them outside of the house. I have had some slips, I don't think of them as cheating, I think of it as sliding back to my old ways of comfort food.