A year out. Struggling.

Dec 29, 2016

I have been stuck between 272 and 266 for three months. I need help! I cannot find anyone here who is willing to come workout. Honestly, no one around me understands what this is like. I hate the way I look for the most part, I want to cry everytime I step on the scale. I feel like a failure. Everyone around me is incredibly proud of me, they go on about how great I look and honestly if feels like they're lying. I need to lose 90 more pounds and every week that I don't get closer to that goal, I get more depressed. I am going to go on the liquid diet that "resets" my pouch and start over from the beginning. I hope that will at least jump start my weight loss. Honestly, it's gotten to the point where I'm worried that I'll have an eating disorder if something doesn't change. I'm so concerned with my weight that I feel like it's taking over everything else. Help?! Does this get any better?? 

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