Disgusted

May 25, 2017

Here I am 9 years post op, 20+ pounds of weight gain, I hate this, I'm fat, I'm jiggly, my clothes are tight..... I want to cry or scream. I wish food still made me barf.... but it's good again. I weighed today 169, 20 pounds more than what I want to be. I'm starting with the pouch test again and go from there, I got back on my eliptical machine I only did 1/4 mile but got my heart rate to 128.... we have family reunion in Sept.... I hope these pounds can be mostly gone by then 

I'm thinking that reading my old blog posts will help me out.....  

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