ObesityHelp

I have been fighting weight all of my adult life I have been obese for the last 25 years, I have decided to have this surgery because I have a lot of health problems and feel so terrible all the the time I get depressed, my self estimee is so low, sometime I don't want to do anything because I feel like a freak. I have been able to tolorate the weight for a long time but it seems that the older I get the more health problems i have and in the last 10 years its one depression after another. I feel that the surgery will help me have more energy and I won't feel so tired.Carrying the extra baggage for so long has taken a toll on me physically and mentally. I have been told that by my surgeon that I'm a high risk patient because of all my health problems but I have to do this surgery because I don't know which is worst feeling horrible or taking my chances. I know that this surgery is the answer so I will leave in God's hand and my surgeons. I love to dance, laugh and spent time with friend and family. I have two beautiful Lahsa Apso dogs that are just precious.