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Catherine K. Jacksonville, FL, USA Post Op - BMI: 37.9 Surgery Type: RNY Member ID: K996821003 Web Site: http://www.geocities.com/yankeetenn Surgeon: John K. Wright, Jr. M.D. |
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July 23, 2002
I am on the other side of the coin now. The losing side. I am now officially a *loser* ...LOL I had my surgery on the 16th and all went well. I came home from the hospital on Sat the 20th, a day longer then expected due to some unexpected complications which turned out to be nothing (thank God). I wasn't the least bit nervous at all going into surgery and couldn't believe how calm I was. I have so much I want to add but sitting here for longer then a few minutes at a time is very uncomfortable so I'll update more when I have the time/strength to sit here longer.
July 25, 2002
Things are slowly improving. The gawd awful heat rash I had down there has improved to where walking is possible again. Plus the pressure on my stomach isn't as bad when I walk. I haven't left the house yet, but do walk from room to room and even managed to stand on my own long enough to give myself a shower last night. Its so unbearably hot outside that I don't even want to attempt going out.
When I called the doctors for my post op appointment I was originally given a date of 4 weeks away due to the doctor being away on vacation. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I was with this. I really didn't like the idea of having the staples left in for 4 weeks so I called back and explained to them. The nurse came back on the line and said that I could come in on the 2nd and see one of the residents. That made me feel a whole lot better.
I'm on liquids for another 2 days and then I can proceed to pureed foods. I'm trying to be sure that I get enough liquids in but I'm having a hard time telling the difference between what could be an empty stomach feeling or a gas discomfort.
I am having to sleep in the livingroom on the love seat because its the only place where I can get comfortable. I have to sleep on my back with my head raised so this works out great. I am normally a side sleeper so this is very different for me. I am taking my pain meds just at bedtime so that I am relaxed so I'll sleep discomfort-free. I don't know if its from the meds but I'm sleeping a good 11 to 12 hrs a night overall. Last night I went to bed between 11 and 11:30 waking up just once around 6 for a bathroom trip. Then fell asleep again and woke up at noon. THEN I was still so tired that a half an hour later....I feel asleep until 2 again.
August 2, 2002
I went to the doctors today for my first post op appointment and all they would remove is the staples. The G-tube has to stay in another 2 weeks. I sat there and cried because they wouldn't/couldn't take the tube out. Thats whats causing me the most pain and discomfort but I guess I'll live ...LOL
On the plus side............. drum roll........I lost..........are you ready? 28.4 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats 28 lbs gone forever...never to be seen again!!!!!!
I'm sleeping in my own bed now...on my back of course but at least its more comfortable then the love seat.
August 10, 2002
Not too much new stuff to report. Just hanging in there waiting for the time for this g-tube to come out so I can finally begin to sleep better at night. Hopefully they'll take it out the 16th when I go in for my next check-up. I had a routine check up with my primary care physician and they are happy with my results so far. My blood pressure was FANTASTIC. I hadn't taken my medicines for it since leaving the hospital and that did have me concerned a wee bit. According to their scales I've lost 30 lbs exactly since the last time I was in their office which was 6 weeks ago. Wonder how much I've lost on Dr Wrights scales? I'll find out next week.
I think I had a small case of dumping last night. I made some instant mashed potatoes and not long after got sick to my stomach but when I tried to bring it back up...just mucus came up. I don't know if I got sick from the potatoes or if I ate too much or maybe a combination of both. I didn't think I ate all that much but then again, you never know. Guess I'm going to stay away from the potatoes for a while just to be sure.
August 16, 2002
Had my 1 month check-up today and they took the g-tube out. Freedom to move about freely now...LOL. The doctor seemed pleased with how I was doing. I've lost another 16 lbs for a total of 45 lbs gone forever now.
August 28, 2002
I've gone back to work. Went back on Monday. Due to office politics my job changed but not my pay or status which is more important to me at the moment. I've been with my company 6 yrs. When I came in on Monday, my boss was there (even tho he was on vacation..he came in for me) and *tried* to explain the changes to me even more so I'd understand (or so he hoped) but the more he tried, the more I wondered just who he was trying to convince...himself or me...LOL It was great seeing all the people at work and I just loved the welcome back hugs and congratulations and all the oohhs and ahhhs over the weight loss. Even tho I don't see much of a change, they all could. I am my own worse critic I think. I found that walking around work was so much easier then before I went out on medical. That alone was such a relief.
Not sure if I mentioned this before but I'm off all my medications except for my allergy and the vitamins. My blood pressure is fantastic and so is my blood sugar. I haven't used my C-Pap machine since the night before surgery. My doctor doesn't allow us to use it for a week or so after surgery but when that time was up, I tried using it and found it forced too much air into me and so I stopped using it. I'm sleeping most of the night without having to get up which is something that I hadn't done in over 20 yrs before getting the machine.
My sons girl friend brought over for me an exercise bike that she had and wasn't using anymore. Now it sits nicely in my living room and each night I watch tv and ride the bike.
Went to Wal-Mart and bought a scale because I didn't have one and I did want to keep track of my loss between doctor visits. Bought the scale on Sunday the 18th and as of yesterday, the 27th I had lost 6 lbs on it so that brings my grand total to 51 lbs gone forever. I also lost about 3 inches around my waist.
The only thing really bothering me still is my knee but thats the arthritis and I'm hoping that with time that'll get better.
Until next time......have a great day.
Sept 11, 2002
Its been a very emotional few weeks here. My 16 yr old nephew passed away right before Labor Day in an auto accident and my son and I flew up to Connecticut for the memorial. While the trip itself was for a sad reason, I did have reason to rejoice several times. Once was on the airplane and I actually got the seat belt to fit comfortably without any effort. The last time I flew 3 yrs ago I had to have an extension. Those days are gone forever. Now if you've ever been to the Atlanta airport terminal you will know what I am talking about. We had to change planes there and let me tell you. It is a LONG way from terminal A to terminal E and I mean LONG. I swear I walked the length of a football field 4 times or more it was such a distance. I kept muttering to myself....you can do it you can do it all while eyeing those wheelchairs but I did it and I did it without gasping for breath or overdoing it.
Then while we were in CT my sister, son and I went shopping at Wal-Mart and I saw this top that I loved. For the heck of it, I tried it on and it fit!!!!!!! I was so excited that I bought it on the spot even tho it was sleeveless and I might not get to wear it very much before I out grow it but thats ok. It was a red letter day. The day I could actually go into a store and buy something that fit OFF THE RACK. Ok..so it might of been the biggest off the rack size they had but it was still off the rack and not from a heavy ladies specialty store.
The other day I tried on a pair of slacks that I wore last fall and they hung on me. I was estatic. I ran to take my measurements again (hadn't taken them since the week before surgery) and found I lost 5 inches around my waist, 4 around my breast and hips and 3 around the tops of my arms. I proudly wore those baggy pants to work that day....LOL
I did have to give in and take one of my water pills this week. Due to my being back to work which is mostly sitting my legs began to retain fluids again a bit. Not much but enough to where they bothered me. This was the first time since my surgery that I'd had any problems or fluid build up. Its only my left leg and ankle which is the one where I have the arthritis bad. I'm using a stool to keep my foot elevated a bit, under the desk and that helps some.
My home scale says I've lost 12 lbs since purchasing it. I'm going to take a drive to my doctors office tomorrow just to weigh in on his scales. Will let you know how I did. Until next time....happy losing.
September 30, 2002
Every day is like a new beginning. I am slowly regaining more and more of my old strength and my energy levels are rising every day. I can now *walk* on my own and do grocery shopping without the help of a scooter. I actually look forward to each and every day. Breathing is so wonderful now. You actually forget how wonderful life can be when you are not feeling well. I had a check up with my PCP last week and he was thrilled with my progress to date. I had to thank him for planting the seed which led to my surgery. As of today, I've lost approx 60 lbs (depending on whos scale I use...mine, his or Dr Wrights...as they vary between all of them give or take 5 lbs) I've also lost 6 lbs from my waist, 4 1/2 from my breasts, 6 inches from my hips and 4 inches from my upper arms. Thats a combined total of 20 inches all over. My clothes are beginning to hang and I'm loving it. The other day my 7 yr old grandson actually told me I looked like I was growing taller, bless his sweet soul..LOL. I put on a pair of slacks that I wore last winter and couldn't believe how loose they were. We all had a good laugh here showing the loose fabric which last year...was filled out by my belly. Ah, bless Dr Wright for giving me a new lease on life. He'll always be my hero.
October 13, 2002
Life is good. I have a brand new granddaugher born Oct 7th and my daughter honored me by giving her my name as one of her middle names. I was there for the delivery and what a thrill this was. While my daughter was in the hospital I was able to walk all around the hospital without gasping for breath. I felt so alive. What a world of difference life has been in these few months since surgery. I awake each day eagerly looking forward to the day. I actually look forward to going into stores and just browsing which is something I never liked to do before. I am loosing inches as well as lbs and with each and every inch/pound lost I am one step closer to my dream. I have lost 71 lbs to date. Like I said...Life is good.
October 27, 2002
I've lost another 2 lbs this week. That brings me to 75 lbs gone forever. I decided to give my home scale to my daughter so I will stop getting on it every day...LOL. Now I'll just weigh myself weekly using either the scale at work or the one at K-Mart (you know..the ones that you donate a quarter to). Every day I am seeing changes, such as being able to sit comfortably in a restaurant booth and not have to sit at a table with chairs. Who knows, maybe I'll actually begin to drive again..LOL I am finding myself becoming more active with each day. I did overdo it a bit last week walking. My knee began giving out on me again so I was forced to refill my Celebrex prescription and begin taking it again. I also noticed that my BMI has gone from 60.9 to what it is now, 47.3. What a world of difference these 75 lbs have been for me.
Happy Halloween, October 31, 2002
I can't believe I wasn't even tempted!!!!!! Being an admitted chocoholic, Halloween has always been such a big candy eating holiday for me. This year, I didn't have to work so we stayed home and right in front of me was a big bowl of Kit Kats that we bought for the treaters and I didn't eat a single one and wasn't even tempted to pick one up and nibble. 4 months ago this would not of been the case. Actually I am quite surprised that I am not craving chocolate a lot since my surgery. If I do want something I have sugar free chocolate bars that I keep in the freezer and I'll break a small piece off and savor the flavor of it. That'll do the trick. It'll take me a week or more to eat just one tiny candy bar. Of course at a dollar a bar I'm glad I don't want them more..LOL. I got to see all 5 of my grandchildren this evening and so I was able to gush over their costumes. Erick was a ninja, Ian was one of the Monster Inc characters, Joshua went as Scooby Do and Anastazia was Cinderella. My youngest granddaughter Shantelle was a pumpkin altho at 3 weeks she has no idea what this occasion is all about. The kids went trick or treating at a local shopping mall & Ian won 3rd place in his age category (4 yrs)in their halloween costume contest.
Had my regular check-up at my PCP's today and I am now down to 242. They drew blood work today and my blood pressure was still at a fantasticly normal level. My doctor told me I looked so happy and contented. I guess I am. I am always saying that life is good :)
November 4, 2002
Just have to tell what happened today. As I was showering and getting ready for work my mind suddenly remembered a pair of old jeans that I had hanging in the back of my clothes closet. It was a pair of jeans I had worn 8 yrs ago when I had lost weight by WW'ers. When I began gaining back the weight, the jeans went back into the closet for a time when I could fit into them again. Just for the heck of it, I decided to take them out and see how much more I'd have to lose before they fit me again. Guess what? They hang on me!!!!!!!! I swear, I could put them on and off without unzipping them they are that loose. I let out one huge yelp and Ellis came running to see what was the matter. My oldest daughter Kim was here and she was just giggling at my excitement. My son just laughed said "but mom, they are so 80's" and I said to him "yes but they are MY 80's pants and they fit!!" I wondered why I kept them all these years and now I know...LOL
November 9, 2002
Lost another pound this week. For some it may not be much but for me its just another pound gone forever. I also measured myself this morning and have lost another inch from my waist and hips. I can actually feel bones in my hips now so I know I'm under there somewhere...lol. I see Dr Wright next Friday for my 4 month check up. Hope he's happy with my results so far. Yesterday we went grocery shopping and I'm still amazed at how much energy I have. Before where I use to be the one dragging by the time we were all done shopping.....now Ellis is the one. We laugh about this now and it sure feels good. Now that I'm back on the Celebrex for my arthritis, I'm finding I'm not in as much pain with my knees. I can actually walk down stairs like a real person and not have to go down with baby steps. I do have a little bit of water retention in my ankles but I think thats from all the sitting I'm doing these last few weeks at work. When break time comes I'm more then happy to get up and walk around. Have been cooking more and more these days thanks to Taste of Homes Light & Tasty magazine. My family loves the different recipes and they have no idea they are low fat/low carbs/low cal. Only one problem I have is trying to find all the fat free stuff that they say to get. If anyone knows where I can find a low fat chocolate cake mix please let me know as there is a dessert I want to make for them. Until next time...have a great day and thanks for reading my ramblings.
November 15, 2002
I had my 4 month check up and Dr Wright was very very pleased with my results so far. I even got a nice hug out of him which meant the world to me. To know that this man has given me my life back...well...I owe him more then I could ever say. I am now down to 237 which is the lowest I've been in over 8 yrs. 37 1/2 lbs more and I'll be what I weighed when I gave birth to my oldest daughter 29 yrs ago. I was 199 1/2 the day I gave birth to her and have never weighed less then that in all these years. I told her tonight that the day I hit that mark we are going to celebrate together.
November 22, 2002
Lost another 4 lbs this week. Who knows, if this keeps up I just might come close to hitting the 200 mark by New Years. I don't like to set goals because if you do that and don't make it, then you have nothing to be disappointed over. Thats why I never make New Years resolutions. I will promise myself this...by the time my 6 month surgery anniversary date comes around, I'll have lost at least 100 lbs. That is a promise...not a goal ...LOL That is when I'll go shopping for new clothes. Until then, the loose baggy ones will do just fine.
December 5, 2002
Well I survived Thanksgiving with no problems. I didn't feel as tho I missed out on anything. Made sugar free chocolate pie and had just a spoonfull of everything which was more then enough. As a matter of fact, except for the turkey, I didn't feel like eating much of anything. Have been feeling a bit out of sorts this last week. Because there is a bug going around, I thought maybe this is what I had. I've been getting stomach cramping and discomfort. Today I had my check up with my PCP and they think this discomfort might be from scar tissue because the cramping and discomfort seems to be right in the area of my surgery. I might have to go back to Dr Wrights to have this checked out. What can they do, if it is scar tissue? Has anyone else had this problem? Except for this, I've been feeling fantastic since the surgery and this is only something thats been happening since a little over a week ago and its not a constant discomfort..just comes and goes but it happens every day. Hopefully its nothing. The good news is I've lost another 4 lbs this week bringing my weight down to 229. I am just 17 lbs away from 100 lbs gone forever. At last weeks weigh in, I had only lost 1 lb but this week loss more than made up for it.
December 13, 2002
Lost 4 lbs at todays weigh in. I'm now at 225 and just 13 lbs more to go before I hit the 100 mark. I just might make it by New Years but if not, definatly in January. Then I can go on a shopping trip. I vowed not to purchase any new clothes until I lost 100 lbs. My ultimate goal is to lost about 150 lbs bringing my weight into the 150 range which is what I was when I graduated high school. Looking back on my pictures from back then, I sure didn't look fat but I remember feeling it. This time around, I know I won't feel the same way because I've been the extreme and back.
December 23, 2002
Yesterday my oldest daughter and I went to the mall to have my newest grand daughters picture taken and while we were waiting for them to be processed we went browsing into Lane Bryant. I actually needed to buy a new bra and panties because my old ones were literally falling off me. Dispite my vow not to purchase new clothes until the 100 lb mark, those items are more necessity then anything else. I tried one bra on which was my old usual size but it just drooped on me and the straps would not stay up. The clerk said its because its too big and she would be happy to measure me so I let her and when she told me what size I needed, I argued that there was no way because I hadn't bought that size bra in almost 20 yrs. But she was right and I could not believe the difference. My daughter made me try on a blouse and then some jeans. She was going on and on about how fantastic I looked and talked me into purchasing them. I was so hesitant. I wanted to buy another sweater that was baggy on me because thats my style but nooooo...she made me buy the one she picked out which showed a bit of clevage and it showed me with some figure....LOL When I got home, I tried them on so I could see how much I had to shorten the legs of the jeans and when I came out of my room, my oldest grandson just looked at me and said "gram, I've never seen you wear them" (talking about the jeans) I laughed and said "thats because I've never been able to wear them before". Then I sat on the sofa and without thinking, crossed my legs and his mouth dropped open and he said "and I never saw you do THAT before". I told him its cause I was never able to because of my weight. Out of the mouth of the innocent ones. He sure knew how to make me feel good. I did feel guilty buying the new clothes because its just not in me to do stuff like that on the whim of the moment. I shouldn't feel guilty but a part of me still does. I look in the mirror and I can't see the weight loss but I know its there. This point hit me when I carried in a 10 lb bag of potatoes and mentioned to my son that I've lost 9 of those bags in weight and it just amazed me. My son told me that everyone keeps telling me how good I look and I don't believe them but it took a bag of potatoes to make me realize it...LOL What can I say? This is the emotional part that I still have to overcome. I already have everything I could ever want for Christmas this year and that is my life back. What more could a person ask for?
January 3, 2003
I made it through the holidays. A big difference compared to last year. I was able to shop till I dropped and that felt wonderful. This coming from a woman who absolutly dispised shopping of any kind. My daughter said to me "last year we couldn't get you out of the house, this year we can't get you out of the stores"...LOL. My weight is now down to 220, a total of 92 pounds gone forever. I've lost 12 inches from my waist. I am now to the point where I have to give up wearing a lot of my old clothes, They just are too baggy. Even though I like my tops and stuff loose, they are too much. Guess a clothes shopping trip is to be had in the near future. At work I have several ladies asking me for advice and information on this surgery. They see the new me emerging and I hope I can inspire them to go for the dream if it is meant to be, for them.
January 11, 2003
Today is my sons 20th birthday. Gosh how time has seemed to go by so fast these last 20 yrs. So much of life has happened, good and bad, but life still went on and today life is better then ever. I'm now into the teens (200 teens but the teens neverless) Another 2 lbs lost this week bringing my total up to 94 lbs. The other day it was such a beautiful day out and I had my grandson Joshua visiting and we were out in the yard playing ball and running all over the place. My son said to me "ma, doesn't it feel good to be able to do that and not get so tired" and you know what? He was right!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 30, 2003
I finally did it. I hit the big 100 mark. Better then that, I am at 102 pounds lost forever. When I weighed in today and the reality hit me, I burst out in tears. Tears of joy. Tears of happiness. To imagine a year ago that I would be feeling this fantastic, was only a dream. In the car today I looked down and actually saw the material of the car seat on both sides of me and realized that not too long ago my butt sprawled out over the edges. As I sit here now typing this I have my legs crossed. I love being able to do that. This week at work, a young man who use to work in our center but transferred to the main headquarters came to visit. We hadn't seen each other since right before my surgery. He commented on how fantastic I looked and said I looked happier and healthier then he can remember me being and he worked with me for 3 yrs.
January 10, 2003
Lost another 3 lbs this week bringing my grand total to 105 pounds lost. 7 and a half more pounds to go and I'll be at what I weighed when I gave birth to my first child almost 30 yrs ago. My ultimate goal is to get down to about 150 so I still have 57 more pounds to go. My clothes are just hanging. I really need to go clothes shopping as I promised myself but between work and watching my baby granddaughter on my days off, I just haven't had time. Will have to pretty soon because I am running out of clothes that I can still wear. It's a pleasure to say that I don't have much to wear due to them being too big then it is because I am too big...LOL. Last week I went into Wal-Mart to buy some yarn and on a whim checked out the clothes department. I saw a pair of jeans that I liked so I figuered I'd try them on...just for the heck of it. They were too big so I asked Ellis to go get me another size smaller.........they also were too big so we went one size even smaller and they fit and I let out a big yelp. The ladies working there got a big laugh out of my excitement. Well you guessed right....I just had to buy them and a new sweater to go with them. The jeans were a size 20 and the top was a 24/26. The top is very loose which is what I like. Such a huge change from size 44/46 pants and a size 54 tops bought in specialty stores to 20 pants and 24 tops in a normal everyday store. Cheaper too...LOL...much much cheaper.
February 25, 2002
I've only lost a couple of lbs these last few weeks but thats better than gaining them. I'm now up to 107 lbs gone forever. Old temptations are hard to resist. Girl Scout cookies have been around for the last couple of weeks and they are so hard to resist. My favorites like the Thin Mint and Samoas are just too tempting. I'll be so glad when everyone at work runs out of them. A cookie here and there doesn't hurt me physically but it does hurt my scales when I don't see the the numbers going down. I had an unusual experience the other week. Went into Lane Bryant and really didn't see anything I liked so I went to my other favorite clothing store Catherines. They had their new spring line in and so many clothes to chose from but I had a hard time finding something that fit. Sound familiar? Well it was the other side of the coin. Everything I tried on was too big. At one point in time I'd go in and have a hard time finding something large enough to where I was comfortable but now I had a hard time finding something small enough. I did get a beautiful top and a pair of slacks tho. One new outfit each pay day is my plan for the time being. So right now, I'm in the in-between stages. Getting too small for the large lady stores but still not quite small enough for the regular stores.
March 1, 2003
Lost 1 lb at this weeks weigh-in. At least its better then gaining right? If it wasn't for those GS cookies I'm sure I would of lost more but they were sooooo good (naughty me). Went through my clothes closet and finally took out all that I really can't or shouldn't wear anymore. Decided to keep a pair or two of the pants as lounging ones around the house because thats about all they are good for now.
March 14, 2003
I finally did it....made it to another one of my personal goal milestones. I am now under 200 lbs!!!!! I lost 4 pounds this week (see what I mean about them GS cookies..LOL) bringing my total loss to 114 pounds, bringing my weight to 198. When I got on the scale this morning and saw those numbers I wanted to jump up and down for joy. Its been 30 yrs since I weighed this and to know I'll never gain it back is such a wonderful feeling. My next personal goal is to get down to 175 and then 150 and from there....well..lets just wait and see.
March 30, 2003
Its been a so-so few weeks. Last week I gained a pound which is to be expected, I guess, from time to time. I know I had a lot of water build up...too much sodium I think. This week I lost 3 so I lost that pound I gained plus 2. I've started utilizing the fitness room at work on my breaks and lunch time. I'll do some time on the treadmill then go to the bike and do time on that. They have dozens of other machines that I haven't the slightest idea what they do. I did try one which looks like it helps the abdominin. Slowly I'll figure this stuff out but for now, the bike and treadmill will do. Last weekend, we officially moved to our main companies office, after they closed our location, so the drive is longer but I am optomistic about this change. It was great seeing lots of people who use to work at our location but transferred to the main office, again. They could not get over the change in me. Many didn't even recognize me and of course they all wanted to know about the surgery and all that. My photo id badge doesn't even look like me anymore and when the new people saw that and then the actual me...they just couldn't believe it was the same person. I'm thinking of having my photo badge updated but I kind of like having that awful reminder of what I use to be. Its kind of an incentive to me to keep at working hard. Oh...before I forget, I did do something this past week which just had me flying high. I drove for the first time in 2 yrs. Ok, so it was only a few blocks but I did it...LOL. 2 years ago this spring I stopped driving mainly because of the medications I was on were making me too nervous and I wasn't secure with myself driving. Plus sitting behind the wheel was very uncomfortable ...lol. Well Wednesday I slid behind the wheel (very very comfortable wise) and could not believe how wonderful it felt to actually be do it again and this time, without the medications. I haven't decided to become an active driver on a regular basis yet but to know I can do it, is a good feeling. Besides, I kind of like being chauffaured around...LOL Until the next update, have a wonderful day and keep smiling.
April 11, 2003
Its been an uneventful couple of weeks. Last week I stayed the same and this week lost just 1 lb bringing my total weight loss to 117 pounds. I've been exercising 5 days a week for a total of 45 minutes a day spreaded out over my work & lunch breaks. Each day I try to go a little bit further on the treadmill and bike. Today due to being very busy at work I was only able to walk 6/10ths on the treadmill during break. Never did get to have a supper break so that was my whole exercise workout today but the other day I went 2 miles on the bike and 1 on the treadmill. Its getting easier and easier now that I'm getting back into the habit again. I had forgotten how invigorating the work out can be. Last week I even went out into the yard and did raking and cleaning, something I couldn't do last year. Next step is to get my garden going again. Didn't put one in last year. This year everything is going to be so different. A good different. Life is so wonderful and beautiful...as beautiful as my rose bushes in spring.
April 17, 2003
Lost 2 lbs this week bringing my total loss up to 119 pounds. I am now at 193 pounds. I also checked my inches and have lost over 52 inches from waist, hips & breasts combined. I am walking the treadmill 5 days a week for a total of approx 40 minutes combined over my breaks at work. I was walking at a speed of 3 (and with my short legs it was almost a slow trot..lol) and an incline of 3 also but had to reduce the speed to between 2.5 and 2.8 due to my left knee (the one with the worse arthritus) began acting up and buckling. I didn't want to push myself so I slowed down.
April 18, 2003
Oh wow what a surprise. I was wrong yesterday. I actually lost 4 lbs bringing my total to 121 lbs gone forever. Can you tell how excited I was to realize my mistake? LOL....lets just say I was doing a very happy dance.
May 2, 2003
I've lost another 4 lbs since last reporting. 1 lb lost last week and 3 this week bringing my grand total to 125 lbs lost which makes me now at 187 lbs. Invested in a treadmill this past week so I can continue walking on my days off from work. This past week I also began working out on other machines at work such as the Abdominal, Seated Chest, Seated Row, Tri-cep extensin and the leg curl machine. Every little bit helps thats what I say. I also went and colored my hair and like the way it looks (after the initial shock wore off). Check it out click here. Last night I painted my toe nails...LOL and it was great being able to bend down to even do them. My mom said that my dad saw a recent updated picture of me and couldn't believe it was me. He hardly recognized me.
May 17th, 2003
At last weeks weigh-in I stayed the same but this week lost another 3 lbs bringing my grand total to 128 lbs. I'm now at 184 lbs. Its been just 10 short months since my surgery but it feels like I've done more living and celebrating in these few short months then I have in the last few years. I really didn't feel much like exercising this last week due to not feeling well due to a cold but I only took a few days off from exercising so all was not lost..lol My daughters boyfriend came over the other day and he was totally amazed at how I looked. He hadn't seen me in a few months (he's been out of town on business) He shocked the living heck out of me by literally picking me up and swinging me around while giving me a huge bear hug. I don't think I've ever been picked up by anyone before and it was so strange and yet so wonderful. I finally cut loose of all my old clothes. It was very very hard to do because I was just so attached to them...LOL, but it had to be done. Even tho I couldn't wear them, I guess a part of me was afraid to part with them because they were/are a reflection of who I was for so long. I did keep a couple pair of shorts and tops to use as work out clothes. Until next time....keep smiling.
May 31, 2003
Am now at 180 lbs with a total of 132 lbs lost. Thats 4 lbs lost since last update. Also lost another inch from my hips and waistline. The other day I went out and got my veggie garden underway. It felt good to be able to do it and not keel over in desperate attempts at breathing. I found my appointment card and thought my year check up was going to be in July but its the 13th of June, just 2 weeks away. I hope the doctor is pleased with my progress because I know I am. Not too much to write about except that every day I wake up and give thanks for being able to live another day pain free and lighter in weight. Until next time, keep smiling.
June 30, 2003
Today my youngest granddaughter was born. Emilia Lynn arrived at 10:30 am weighing in at 7 lb 14 oz, 20 inches. She makes my 6th grandchild and thanks to this surgery I will be around for a long time to enjoy her. I gained 5 lbs a few weeks ago but have lost it again. Must of been PMS because I tell you, when its that time of the month, I just find myself retaining so much fluid and eating everything. Its awful. But at least I am aware of this and can try to control things where before I wouldn't even try. I am down to 179 and thats a great feeling.
August 8, 2003
Its been a few weeks since I've updated. Not too much has happened except keeping busy, busy and even more busier. Plus I caught a summer cold that just knocked me out of the loop for a while there. I went for my 1 yr check up 2 weeks ago and the doctor was very happy with how I've done. His nurse said I was a poster patient because of how great I've done with so few problems. I'm down to 174 and it seems I've been stuck at this for a few weeks. Thats a total of 138 lbs gone forever. I am able to get into some pretty low sizes and I just can't get over how wonderful it makes me feel. Depending on the style of the clothing, I've actually been able to get into a size 16. If it wasn't for this stomach, I'm sure I'd be able to fit into them more comfortably but at least I can get them on..LOL. I've been thinking about checking into surgery for a tummy tuck. Just found out our insurance deductables and such will be increased this next year so maybe I better hurry and try to have it done before then. Well its time to head off to bed. I've been working overtime this week and am exhausted. Hopefully the next time I update I'll be in the 160's. That'll be fantastic.
Sept 1, 2003
Well, I didn't quite make it into the 160's but am very close. Am down to 170 making my total weight loss at 142 lbs. The last month, I've had a wicked sinus/chest cold that just will not go away but other then that am feeling fantastic. Have been busy busy busy these last few weeks with company here from out of state. My dear friend Ellis's daughter and son came to visit and his daughter got married while she was here. It was a nice visit. Took some vacation time while they were here but now its back to the daily grind.
Sept 7, 2003
Just a quick update to announce that I've finally hit the 160's and am now 168 lbs which brings me to a grand total of 144 pounds gone forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now its time to head off to bed! Have a great day!!
Sept 24, 2003
I've lost another 2 lbs and now weight 166 lbs with a total of 146 lbs gone. I've taken the next step and have a consultation appointment with a plastic surgeon for Oct 13. Apon the recommendation of another patient of Dr Wrights, I am seeing Dr Shack at Vanderbilt. Judy, the other patient highly recommends him and is thrilled with her results. Thats good enough for me. Judy had her surgery the day before mine. I'm keeping my fingers and legs crossed (now that I can cross them..lol) hoping that he agrees to do the surgery & my insurance company agrees to pay for it. Wish me luck.
October 15, 2003
I had my consultation with Dr Shack and he says I am a good candidate. I liked him :) They'll submit the necessary paperwork to my insurance company to see if they'll pay for it and now we wait and see. Should hear something within a month. I did call my insurance company myself and the customer service rep read from me from the guidelines and if everything is submitted and written up correctly, it does sound like they'd cover it but I'm not going to get my hopes up until I know for sure. The doctor did say that if they do deny it, there is always the self pay option. Yea right. Like I have that kind of money. I'll just have to live with the excess skin and be thankful that I at least have the weight off but it would be great if I could get rid of it. We'll see. I didn't weigh myself these last few weeks but I was given a nice pair of dress slacks that are a size 16 and they fit very comfortably. As a matter of fact, the legs were quite loose while the waist was just right. If it wasn't for the excess stomach fat, I'd most likely be in a size 14 (wow)!!! Until next time...chow!!
1/1/04
Another new year and I'm loving every minute of it. Life is fantastic when you have your health. Its been a few months since I last updated. Not too much has happened as far as weight loss goes. I'm staying around the same give or take a lb or 2 and I'm content at the moment. Its hard to stay on track when you tend to find old habits slipping back in and so I've joined an online support group for those 1 yr out or more, on Yahoo and I'm learning a lot from those other members. My plastic surgery was denied by BC/BS of Minnesota and that decision made my mind up about dropping them and taking another insurance company during my companies annual enrollment. I don't understand exactly why they denied it except they said that it was not medically necessary and yet, when I called them after my consultation appointment, from everything that they said at that time, it should of been covered so I'm thinking that the doctors office didn't write it up very well, as we all know how that can be. When I got the denial, I was a bit disappointed but not overly. It wasn't a life or death case unlike the actual gastric surgery. This would of been the icing on the cake so to speak. I'll try again with the new insurance company and if I'm still denied, so be it. I will live with it. I'm just thankful for being given the chance to live again and thats the most important thing to me. The stomach...well...I can still cover it with clothes pretty well and so what if I don't get down to a size 14/16. I'm proud of what I have accomplished so far. We went to Florida over Thanksgiving and the long drive down didn't bother me. Compared to our first visit 2 years earlier, this was a dream. My family could not get over me and they were thrilled. This was the first time they had seen me in person since the surgery. My new years vow to myself is to get back on track with the exercise and diet and quite being so lax.
March 2, 2004
I sent in my new insurance information along with photos of a rash, to the plastic surgeons office, for them to submit to see if this insurance will cover the surgery. I did this a few weeks ago so its wait and see now. Until then I just am enjoying life as much as I can. I now have 7 grandbabies, the oldest turning 9 this week and the youngest born January 9th. Also have another one due in September. 8 wonderful reasons to keep this weight off and my health in tip top shape. I also am walking in a 5k *healthy walk* in a few weeks. A member of Vanderbilts Yahoo support group challenged those in the group to participate and I took her up on it. I have no idea if anyone else did, as I didn't read where anyone but myself responded so if anyone else is walking, its anyones guess. I'm doing this for myself and no one else (because its been something I thought about doing for awhile but just needed that extra push) So if the girl who posted the challenge to us, reads this, know that there are some of us out there who do care :) and even though we may not meet personally, we will be there together. On a differet note, I flew to Florida a few weeks ago for a visit with my sister (it was her birthday present to me) and had a ball. I loved being able to sit on the plane with so much room to move comfortably. I even took a walk during flight to check out the bathroom just to see if I could and I did..LOLOLOLOL. We spent a full day walking around Sea World and I didn't tire at all. Oh the joy of all of this. I did have one disturbing episode during the vacation. It was the day I arrived and my sister, sister-in-law, mother and I went to a restaurant to eat. We were chatting and I mentioned how my daughter lost 50 lbs and they were asking how and I was telling them about it. We were just chit chatting about different things and this woman behind us just kept turning and making faces at us. She did it one too many times and I turned to her and asked her *excuse me, but is there a problem" (something I never would of done years ago) and she said that it was *rude* of us to talk about people the way we were (my daughter and her weight) and said something to the effect that I was the fat one and how would I like it. (I laughed later at that comment...me being the fat one when I was the smallest person at lunch) I jumped up and stood right in front of her and told her in no uncertain words that I knew just how it felt and didn't appreciate her listening in on our conversation, especially if she didn't have an inkling as to what we were discussing or who. Then she said a few more nasty things and I said a few more things back to her and I told her "look lady, I lost 144 lbs so I know what the heck I am talking about and I understand a whole lot more then you could ever know and I'm really sorry if you are so unhappy in your life that you have to be this way" and then we just left (it was time to leave anyway). A few minutes later she came running out after us apologizing and all this and saying she didn't mean for us to become so upset and this and that. My mom told her to forget it and just have a nice day and all this but I just turned and walked away. I was part angry and part feeling sorry for her. I know I most likely didn't handle it in a very nice way but this woman made me angry. I guess all the pain of years of being put down because of my weight just came out when I was accused of criticizing (in her viewpoint eyes) another, which was totally not the case. Over the years, I would ignore the stares and snickers and snide remarks but this time, I didn't. Part of me felt good for letting it out but part of me didn't feel good. Make sense?
June 8, 2004
Its been 3 months since my last update and almost 2 yrs since my surgery and my whole life has changed. After my trip to Florida I began toying with the idea of moving down there. Imagine, someone who 2 yrs ago couldn't bear to be outside of an air conditioned room for longer than a few minutes, moving to where its hot all year long. At first I planned on moving come February but when I found out my company had an office and a job opening in Jacksonville, I applied and got the job. I had to go to Dallas TX for 3 weeks of training and then reported to the new job the Tuesday after Memorial Day. Since my surgery, I've gained so much confidence in myself and took the chance and won. I love the outdoors and the heat doesn't bother me. I do not mind wearing shorts and sleeveless tops and actually dare to buy bright colors instead of black. I walked into my new job with confidence that people were looking at me because I was new and not because I was fat (what I would of thought before). Since my last update, I successfully completed several 5 k walks including the MS one which I walked in honor of my sister-in-law who has this dreadful disease. My weight has stayed around the 140-144 lb loss. I'm comfortable here but hope to get *back on track* and loose more once I'm settled in. I never heard from the plastic surgeon about insurance approval or denial and am keeping hopeful about that. If I could just get rid of this excess stomach tissue, I think I'd be very very satisified with where I am now. I am able to get into some size 14 or 16's (with elastic waist) but still have to buy mainly 18's due to the stomach. I really need to have some updated pictures taken but just hate having my picture taken (yes, even now with the weight loss some things never change)
August 4, 2004
Today, I received the dreaded phone call that my insurance company denied my surgery for the excess skin removal saying it was not medically necessary, dispite the doctors recommendations and the pictures that were submitted showing that it was. I was saddened at this news but not surprised. After waiting 7 months for them to make a decision, I more or less expected it. Do I give up? No way!! I just wait and try again next year with a new insurance company..lol. Who knows. If its meant to be it will be but I'll keep trying and I'll keep documenting. This last month, I had several rashes under the belly skin so bad that the skin cracked enough to where it bled. Oh well, nothing I can do but live with it. On the bright side, I went on a mini shopping spree and bought several new outfits. Its so much fun going into the stores to buy clothes now. I still find myself going into the womans department. Old habits are hard to die and because, despite the weight loss, I still prefer my tops loose and not form fitting. I'm loving my new job and my new apt but do miss my children and grandkids but they'll be here in a few weeks to visit and who knows, maybe I'll go swimming again. On their last visit we went to a nearby lighthouse and I climbed all 266 steps (8 spiral stories) to the top and what a breathtaking view. About the 6th story or so, I was beginning to dread taking the trek but I kept going on and am I'm glad I did. 2 yrs ago, I was lucky to walk up 8 steps without gasping for breath, now the possibilities are unlimited!!! I also fullfilled a dream of mine, to pet a dolphin!!!!!!
March 29, 2006
How long has it been since I've updated here? WOW, that long huh? Well lets see, I still live in Florida. I now have 8 grandchildren with another one on the way in a few months. I love my job and am so glad I transferred here. Such a different working enviroment (in a better sense of the way). Since my last update, I've gained a few lbs (more like 28 since my highest weight loss of 144 lbs) but that is because I just got lazy and didn't stick with the program. I also think I went into a slight depression and a *I don't care* phase after being turned down a 2nd time for the excess skin removal. Also, the grazing is what does it to you. Don't ever let anyone tell you that it doesn't. I heard all the warnings before hand but in my mind, I was one of those "it'll never happen to me" but let me tell you it does and it will unless you stay ontop of things. I can eat more at a sitting but not much more, so it is not like I am overstuffing myself. Its the damn grazing. I get the most overpowering urges to have something in my mouth at all times and what do I pick? Pretzels or other snack junk stuff. BUT since January, I have been trying to get back on track and I discovered a fantastic support web site (not that this place isn't great, but I didn't get the support I needed here in the way I needed it, because here they focus more on the surgery where there they focus on the eating/living life change). The place I found was Sparks. If you do join (it is free) be sure to put my name Catheandown as someone who referred you. Thanks to this site and the resources, I've lost about 14 of the lbs I gained. I am trying to get back into the exercise again, which is another thing I let slip. Until later.....happy losing!!!!!!!!
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Surgeon: John K. Wright, Jr. M.D.
I had my first appointment on February 15th and my pre-operative appointment and pre-admission testing July 3th. I found Dr Wright to be friendly and matter-of-fact. He knew I had done extensive research concerning my surgery with all the risks but he still stressed to me the importance of understanding everything. Gave me plenty of time to ask questions and did not seem rushed with his answers. Have found his check-in nurses very friendly and his other associates equally friendly. If you are considering Dr Wright rest assured that you will be getting one of the best doctors in our area as your surgeon and you will not be disappointed. I thank Dr Wright for giving me back my life and consider him my *hero*.
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Blue Cross/Blue Shield, PPO
One thing that really irritated me was the fact that the doctors had to fax the information to them several times before they finally said they received it. Also when I call to check on status, they won't give me the information. One woman actually told me to have my doctors call with the reference number and they might be able to help her but like the nurse said...a reference number is not given UNTIL they receive the paperwork. Also they refused to tell me over the phone the reason for the denial saying I would receive a letter in the mail. Do they not realize how much anxiety that puts apon a person? The unknowing. The reason for the denial was they needed more information from the doctor. After they receive the updated information, they said that they will reopen the case and make a determination. Today, April 9th, I found out I was approved for the surgery. I am elated!!!!!