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HELLO EVERYONE, MY NAME IS ARTEMISA J TOLEDO .I LIVE IN MODESTO, CA.I'M 32 YEARS OLD,I,HAVE SEVEN~~~YES THAT'S RIGHT YOUR NOT SEEING THINGS--7-- CHILDREN, AND AM MARRIED TO THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN IN THE WORLD.~~~~HE LOVE'S HIS BIG MAMMA,AND IS WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY BIGNESS FOR MY HELTH.EVEN IF I LOSE A LITTLE WEIGHT HE SAY'S THAT HE'S STILL GONNA LOVE ME!!!!(DAMN HE'S GREAT.)WELL I KNOW YOU ALL HAVE HEARD THIS STORY WHERE WE LOSE THAT STUPID WEIGHT AND SHIT IT FINDS ME.I CAN'T KEEP RUNNING FROM IT,IT'S JUST TO DAMN FAST.
SO I HAD BEEN RESEARCHING THE GASTRIC BYPASS SURGERY FOR NEARLY TWO YEARS NOW.AND I THINK IT'S TIME(TIME TO QUIT PLAYING HIS DAMN WEIGHT GAME.
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO ENJOY MY CHILDREN,GO TO THIER GAMES,TAKE THEM TO THE FAIR AND TO WALK ON THE BEACH WITH MY HONEY.DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR A BIGGUN LIKE ME TO WALK IN THAT DAMN SAND.(SHIT I'M NOT WALKIN'WITH MY HONEY DAMN HE'S PULLIN' TO GET ME THERE.---LOL)
NO BUT ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE,I REALLY NEED THIS SURGERY FOR ME AND ONLY ME.SEE I REALLY LOVE MYSELF AND WANT TO BE AROUND A LONG TIME.IF I CONTINUE TO GAIN WEIGHT I FEAR I WILL NO LONGER BE ABLE TO WALK.SHIT FOR BEING ALMOST 500 PUONDS I DO PRETTY GOOD.MOST PEOPLE'S MOUTH DROP WHEN I TELL THEM HOW MUCH I WEIGHT ,THEY SAY "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT"WELL SHIT BELIEVE IT .EVERY BONE IN MY BODY FELLS IT.BUT INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING WE JUST LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT~~~~~~OH AND WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THOSE STUPID PEOPLE THAT SAY"OH YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL,IF ONLY YOU WOULD LOSE SOME WEIGHT"YA RIGHT WALK IN MY SHOES FOR ONE DAY.YA I KNOW I'MA BIG GIRL AND THAT YOU THINK I WOULD LOOK BETTER IF I WE'RE SMALLER,BUT WHAT WE HAVE IN THE INSIDE OUT BEATS YOUR SLENDERNESS (CAUSE I HAVE A BIG HEART FOR A BIG GIRL) WELL ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE LET'S KEEP OUR FINGERS CROSSED AND HOPE THAT SOON US TOO WILL BE ON THE OTHER SIDE~~~~~LUV'S&HUG'S ARTEMISA PS.IF I CAN HELP ANYONE PLEASE FELL FREE TO E-MAIL ME,I REALLY ENJOY MEETING NEW FRIENDS ~~~~~ADDRESS BUBBLES22268@AOL.COM

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