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I enjoy crocheting, sewing, flower arrangeing, and I like to plan weddings.I have always had a wieght problem. I believe my wieght has always held me back from the things I've wanted to do. I worry about people looking at my body and laughing at me. That is depressing! It keeps you from being the person you could really be. I am tired of being afraid, I want to live my life the way it should be lived! I also have diabetes and I don't want to die early! I have children that need their mother, I'm not willing to let someone else raise my babies! I have a wonderful husband, he supports me in whatever I do! He has never said anything negitive about my weight, he always tells me I'm pretty. But I know he'd be happy if I lost weight. he worries about my health and having me around. I love him so much! I think about how it would feel to be thin? It's a really neat thought! I would love to look good for my husband! And for me!!!!today's date is march 9,2005 (my husband's birthday)