Anxious!

 I feel like the whole process takes so long for RNY. I finally got my surgon to give me the date of May 5th for his seminar, then I have to make an appointment form there. It feels like there is no end in sight. His insurance lady told me my ionsurance only requires a 3 month weight management program, which next month will be month 3. I have done those with my PCM. Will this make the processes quicker for me? I just want this done before mid summer, I am so anxious... I guess I still have to wait for insurance approval. I do not know how hard that is!

Grrrr!