Wow! you've just decribed me....
I too have stablized with about 20#s to go before I can even look into PS. And this has been going on for at least 6 months.
I have been trying all the suggestions, up my exercise, drink tons of water, watch my eating habits, even lately have been taking Cortislim diet pills, and nothing...
Also, it is true, all those old habits are creaping back.
I haven't posted lately because I guess I feel like a failure. Although I know that is when I need help the most.
I also use to update my profile regularly, but haven't felt like putting any of this down.
I try to tell myself to be grateful for the 138# loss, I am off most of my meds, I do feel beter about myself, most of the time, my relationship with my husband of 25 yrs. (this June) has never been beter, and yet, I continue to be in this huge Pitty Party state of mind.
Good luck to you, and if you'd like to contact me, we could mabe work through this together.