Eating Disorder - Yeah, I have one
A lot is "wrong" in my life. I won't bore you with details but here's my abbreviated list:
- My home life sucks and I need out but...
- I can't afford to move out because...
- I'm not done with my degree yet, so...
- I can't get a higher paying job
- The job I do have is far from challenging and they treat me like a hamster on a wheel
My hormones are going nuts. I have been spotting for a week even though I finished my period 2 weeks ago.
And this isn't a new situation; I've been living with this for a long time now and I might have hit my breaking point because I'm so close to telling off anyone in my life that looks at me the wrong way.
I'm binging. I was alright the whole morning but around 3pm, I ate 3 ice cream sandwiches.
I booked another session with my therapist tonight.
Why am I posting this? Because I need any flippin' help I can get and if you've gone through this, please post something to me to let me know that I am not the only girl in the world going through this.
If you're going to food police me and tell me how I'm self sabotaging myself (**** I already know) just STFU right now and don't post.
- My home life sucks and I need out but...
- I can't afford to move out because...
- I'm not done with my degree yet, so...
- I can't get a higher paying job
- The job I do have is far from challenging and they treat me like a hamster on a wheel
My hormones are going nuts. I have been spotting for a week even though I finished my period 2 weeks ago.
And this isn't a new situation; I've been living with this for a long time now and I might have hit my breaking point because I'm so close to telling off anyone in my life that looks at me the wrong way.
I'm binging. I was alright the whole morning but around 3pm, I ate 3 ice cream sandwiches.
I booked another session with my therapist tonight.
Why am I posting this? Because I need any flippin' help I can get and if you've gone through this, please post something to me to let me know that I am not the only girl in the world going through this.
If you're going to food police me and tell me how I'm self sabotaging myself (**** I already know) just STFU right now and don't post.
(((((Janina))))) I hate that you feel so trapped. Talking it out is a good thing.
--gina
--gina
5'1" -- HW 195/SW 187/GW 115 July 08/CW 121 Dec 2012
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Starting BMI between 35 and 40ish?
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DS on Aug 9, 2007 with Dr. Hazem Elariny
I bet your hormones are playing a bigger part in this than you realize..
hormone dump? perhaps you will be losing a chunk of weight... that always happened to me...
I TOTALLY understand about feeling stuck.. keep pushing girl.. your hard work will pay off... and don't be so hard on yourself!!!
448|180|199 5'10" 268 lbs gone!!
SW CW GW
Duodenal Switch
Surgery Date: July 30, 2010