Throwing it out the window..

Anybody else just completely throw their care out the window before surgery? I already did my 6 month diet, etc. and now I'm just waiting for my surgery to be scheduled with a different surgeon. I know it's terrible, but I just don't give a hoot right now. I'm crossing my fingers that I'm not the only who has kind of given up (or given in) at this point. 

Luckily my boyfriend is just starting his 6 month diet, so hopefully his good behavior will encourage me to get  my butt back in gear. 

In all honesty.. I did.  The time after my 6 month supervised diet and before my 2 week liquid diet... I did whatever the heck I wanted, and gained back the 20 lbs I had lost.  I don't really regret it either.  It was the choice I made, and oh well. :)