Happy!
My hemoglobin is 12 (was 13 preop) and the JP drain came out today. Protein is hard but fluids are good. I'm happy and so very thankful.
I bought myself a Pandora bracelet preop and planned on using it as my reward for pounds lost. I can't even remember the last time I bought something like that for myself. But I thought it would be a good motivator and visual reminder of my accomplishments. It has become my journey bracelet already--so much more than just about the weight. In fact, it seems odd to 'celebrate' pounds lost. Don't get me wrong, I will celebrate and dance that each one is gone. But, my true celebration (and bead collection) is more than that already. I have 'inner strength', 'faith', 'amazing', and tonight celebrated with 'love in my heart'. Maybe that's all kinda sappy, but it's looking pretty and is making me happy!