What a day yesterday - not weight related... just need to type it out.
My day started off on a rollercoaster to begin with... it was my last day of work before my vacation this week - so I was super excited about that! It also is the day I gave my boss my 2-week notice. So I was nervous about that. Now before you go and think how could I take a vacation during my 2-week notice. I work in a year-round school and this is a scheduled calendar week off built into my schedule, so I don't have a choice on it.
My boss took it very well as she knew that I had been looking for a job, so I was relieved about that. I started telling my co-workers that I was leaving and of course, that is sad. But at 9.30, I get a call from my mother to tell me that my grandmother had died Thursday night! :( There's another loop in my emotional roller coaster! :( While I'm very sad that she passed on, I'm happy also because she had advanced Alzheimer and had a poor quality of life. She was 92. I have been missing "my grandmother" for three years as the woman she evolved too isn't who I know and she didn't know me or anyone else either. :(
I barely slept Thursday night and barely slept last night, which isn't normal for me at all. I'm a very good sleeper, so today i'm exhausted! hope I can take a nap later.
Ok, thanks for letting me post and get this out.
on 8/31/13 3:49 am
Ugh! So sorry about your Grandma. Bless her heart, now she remembers you all and is watching over you. Take care of yourself, even though its hard right now. Hugs!
Start Wt: 355 Surgery Wt: 331 Current Wt: 253 Goal Wt: 175 Had RNY on 7/10/13
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