Well they didn't reject my offer out of hand !

I've been trying 2 negotiate out of my huge mortgage and crazy taxes . Offered them $ 25,000 more than the first offer and I?m just PRAYING now ....

Doesn't sound very food related but less stress, particularly money related stress means a lot less pressure to overeat , not exercise - or otherwise harm myself ( obviously I don?t mean radically ) ... but depriving, denying even refusing to fix my refrigerator and apartment electricity are all insulting terrible behaviors towards myself I?m starting to see , acknowledge and hopefully change .
Camping like a homeless person in so -called luxury isn?t cool . It?s settling for the worst because you wrongly believe you deserve 2 suffer .

Hang in there! You will get through this time and better days ahead.

Thank you for Ur kind and sympathetic reply Leona ! How R U feeling now ?