Totally unure if I can make it.

I know ithis isnt LGBT related and ill probably post this to the general forum as well.

I only have one thing left on my checklist before being submitted for insurance aproval and scheduling my surgery, that is to have an EGD to check for hernias and ulcers. I do have it scheduled but it's 6 weeks away. I know that 6 weeks away isn't a long ways away. But in the meantime it made my mind immediately jumbp to the thought of thats so far away I wont be able to make it that long, continue to lose weight as needed or at least maintain the weight loss I've had.  I think I had psyched myself up since completing the rest of the checklist didn't take very long. Not sure if I am looking for sympathy, commiseration or just support.

Thanks everyone

Hi again,

Almost time for that test! you are in the home stretch!

My best idea when losing faith: go for a walk to clear your head. If that doesn't help get to a TOPs or OA meeting pronto. 

Good luck! ~Tamara

Thanks Everyone for the support.

Made it through without any problems. Havent lost as much weight as I had wanted to for pre-op but I have surgery scheduled for the 2nd of April.

How did surgery go? How are you doing? Hope all is well!