will it ever be enough:( or how I felt fat again
So I knew going into this I would never be the skinny size 6, ever, i just have that bone structure that an 8 would be great for me. I just wanted to feel good and be able to do what I couldn't before. And you know what I do feel great and can do so much that I couldn't do before.
One of the things I was always wanting to do before the surgery was get a super cute halloween costume, you know one from the store. Well this was my year I thought, I am just about 4 pounds above my goal, no big deal to me, I feel really great. My son loves super mario so he is goign to be Luigi again this year and I talked Dh into getting a Mario costume. So I was all set to get the princess costume to match and I was so excited. Lame I know but it was one of those bucket list things for me.
Well long story short, I went to try on the thing and the lady could not even do up the back of the size large:( I was so upset, knowing how far I had come but knowing that I was never going to be able to fit. Sigh it really upset me.
So on the bright side,I feel amazing and my health is awsome! On the bad side, I am still too big for some things. Sigh.
Just wanted to share, I read with you all everyday, work does not allow me to post like I want, but I am here all and I wanted to say hi:)
One of the things I was always wanting to do before the surgery was get a super cute halloween costume, you know one from the store. Well this was my year I thought, I am just about 4 pounds above my goal, no big deal to me, I feel really great. My son loves super mario so he is goign to be Luigi again this year and I talked Dh into getting a Mario costume. So I was all set to get the princess costume to match and I was so excited. Lame I know but it was one of those bucket list things for me.
Well long story short, I went to try on the thing and the lady could not even do up the back of the size large:( I was so upset, knowing how far I had come but knowing that I was never going to be able to fit. Sigh it really upset me.
So on the bright side,I feel amazing and my health is awsome! On the bad side, I am still too big for some things. Sigh.
Just wanted to share, I read with you all everyday, work does not allow me to post like I want, but I am here all and I wanted to say hi:)
Well. Clearly that costume was mis-sized. Seriously.
I know that feeling of disappointment too, Sue. All I ever wanted were sexy high boots - you think I can fit my calves into those, even NOW? Mostly nope. :( Be proud of how far you've come - you're 128 freakin' pounds for gawd sakes! I think you're awesome. xo
I know that feeling of disappointment too, Sue. All I ever wanted were sexy high boots - you think I can fit my calves into those, even NOW? Mostly nope. :( Be proud of how far you've come - you're 128 freakin' pounds for gawd sakes! I think you're awesome. xo
Karen
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