and speaking of crazy-making.....
Gah!!!!
Ok, now that things are getting so real and so close, I am starting to feel a little panicky and a bit like any minute now someone is going to jump out of the woodwork and say "YOU HAVE BEEN PUNK'D!!!"
or.......YOU didnt REALLY think we were going to give you a second chance at life, did you????
or.......Oh you thought this was all real??? HA HA!!!! The joke is on you!
I feel like someone is sure to find out that I am a fraud and dont deserve this...any minute now.
Does make my crazy show??
Ok, now that things are getting so real and so close, I am starting to feel a little panicky and a bit like any minute now someone is going to jump out of the woodwork and say "YOU HAVE BEEN PUNK'D!!!"
or.......YOU didnt REALLY think we were going to give you a second chance at life, did you????
or.......Oh you thought this was all real??? HA HA!!!! The joke is on you!
I feel like someone is sure to find out that I am a fraud and dont deserve this...any minute now.
Does make my crazy show??
If you're crazy Sirene, then I was too. When I finally got the date, and was getting there, I started to worry about them cancelling and stuff like that too.
Just remember, you do deserve this. You have worked hard to get to this point, and you have earned this right. You are going to get a great Halloween Treat, not a Halloween Trick!!!!
Cathy
Just remember, you do deserve this. You have worked hard to get to this point, and you have earned this right. You are going to get a great Halloween Treat, not a Halloween Trick!!!!
Cathy
your crazy was showing a looooooooooooong time ago, Sirene!!!
On the way to my surgery, there was a huge snowstorm, and a 15 car pileup blocking the way. I thought for sure that was the universe's way of telling me i was a fraud and didnt deserve this. But, the cars parted and let us through and i made it (altho a bit late, and i called the hosp to let them know i'd be late)...
This will happen. You deserve this. You're awesome!!
On the way to my surgery, there was a huge snowstorm, and a 15 car pileup blocking the way. I thought for sure that was the universe's way of telling me i was a fraud and didnt deserve this. But, the cars parted and let us through and i made it (altho a bit late, and i called the hosp to let them know i'd be late)...
This will happen. You deserve this. You're awesome!!
Sirene,
you've been an interesting post-er for awhile now, I always enjoy reading you.
I know this will happen for you, and I can't wait to read what you say after the fact.
It is an interesting journey, and for all fo us, it completely changed our lives - and yet it didn't.
Our outsides are utterly changed.
I have literally had people not recognize me, and they've known me for years.
But my insides, my head, have not changed at all.
I still battle those same appetite demons (hmmmm - pizza - hmmmm )
I just think you have everything it takes to make this work for you.
Can't wait to welcome you on the bench.
you've been an interesting post-er for awhile now, I always enjoy reading you.
I know this will happen for you, and I can't wait to read what you say after the fact.
It is an interesting journey, and for all fo us, it completely changed our lives - and yet it didn't.
Our outsides are utterly changed.
I have literally had people not recognize me, and they've known me for years.
But my insides, my head, have not changed at all.
I still battle those same appetite demons (hmmmm - pizza - hmmmm )
I just think you have everything it takes to make this work for you.
Can't wait to welcome you on the bench.






LOL