Two weeks of hell

Thanks for the support..  It doesn't come natural trust me. I hope someday if I keep being persistence it will.

Seeing my family sick and knowing it from them not taking care of themselves.

my auntie had such a horrible reaction to the wrong meds because she is overweight and horrible diabetic.

doctor said, she would have the ability for rebound faster if her system didnt have to deal w diabetics problems.

Hits home.. I have to get healthy, I have to start taking charge of my life. I don't want to b filled with pains and diseases that I can't control by lifestyle. I need to be strong and fight for me.. Not fall down and have set back.  We only get one chance at this life and I will be damn if I let the next 35 years follow the same pattern of poor eating, not exercising, poor me attutude. 

My condolences to you on your uncle.  You have definitely had a hell of a couple weeks. 

When I was in the hospital for observation on my gallbladder (pre WLS), I was in a room with someone who had lost his spouse not long before.  He also had been in hospital and out of it when she passed.  I know it was hard on him.  I hope your Aunt doesn't beat herself up about not being there when he passed, realizes that she had no control over what happened, and isn't alone in the situation. 

I'm proud of you for focusing on the positive.  It will be a great way to honor your uncle (to help fight against cancer),and help your sister.  The money may not help now, but it shows your support to her for what she's going through.

Hang in there, you'll get through this part of your journey.

Cathy